i never know again what to say to u?
and i dont rili know what am i? and who am i rili are?
what is this felling rili are when i watch all the drama made infront of me?
is this love?or is this the felling of messing someone?
when i wake up from my dream,i know one day this days will ends soon when we are much beter grower one day?
one day we'll never see each other again,and i was dreamig that school ends in a year?
and we will have our own ways?are the world just spining like it use to be?
sometime i ask what about me? do u know what i fell?
and sometime i say to myself it nver mean anything for u?
music just playing non stop with all the memories flys away,u alwys sang that song to me?
and i guess i'm listening like a tape recorder plyng non stop.
it's not easy to only watch the person u love everyday witout talking to it?
but i thnk thats the best for life,STRANGER is what i call my name now?
ur pic,knowing everythng about u by reading?that is the stupites thing i ever thing of,i still belive that i fate will change in times,i conseder nothng hapen to us?
to many thng hapen and i wish when i have problem ur be here as a friends to share it?
and when i m crying ,u will lend a hand for me to hold or maybe when the rain storm coldly u will come and hand me a jacket so taht i wont get could?
i'll try to shut the memories out?but guess what it never work?
i never be stronger than u?
and i nver can do it like u do?coz were just the same person but our life difrent,i hope that our hearts knows what rili hapen to us and i hope that time will never separate me from......
i hope that i figure out what to do,and i hope that we wound lie to our felngs coz oneday we will regrate to hate and to lost the person we love the most,i m felling it right now?but i hope the new guardian will protect and give u all the love that u needed now,i hope that he is not a jerk like a person that use to love u before. some teddy bear missing u alot and she says to me she will totolly beging u come back now?she rili2 wanted u in her empty life.
i read all the old notes u give me,pink book,a destroyng paper that i stold from your test pad,ur training book that u leave to me.ur phot,ur gift and many more thngs that i had from u.i make my eyes sweating all along,maybe i do miss about u.i admide it i m weak.
i was stalker u today and i dont rili know what i wnt from u today?
but the truth is i just can do it alone.
i hate when u do it.i hope that u know that my heart is screaming right now?and i dont know to who i want to share my prob and my sadness?
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
your the best :D
mlm tu bdn rase xsht sngt,kepale mule pning2 n bdn mule rase skit2.mase ru aku hnye boleh terbring ats katil tnpe bleh bwtpape,ingtlag ari khms blik je dri skola aku tertido smpai kol 9 mlm.lame gile tido.bngon2 dri tdo aku xdpt rase yg aku ade bdn.aku cube jln tpi ngn tbe2 je aku terhoyang hayang dan seakan2 nk rebah.
mama msok ke bilik aku ngn bwak bermcm2 ubat da,aku pon xtaw nk mkn yg mane da.pastu tbe abh dtg.abh ckp nah mkn due biji ni pastu pg tido.aku ingtkn lpas mkn ubt tuu pg tdo elok lar.rupe2nye bsok ari jumaat langsong xboley nk bgon.heem.bdon ku pnas megeletar,mata merah seakan2 org isap gam,tangn dan kaki bengkak.mase tuu ape yg aku pkir?mati...ni mesti aku da kne H1N1 atau chikukunyia. mama blik dri kedai die bwk blik bnde yg aku pesan.air kelapa fresh ngn roti chese hotdog.emm.aku ingt reda lar skit lpas aku mkn je bnde2 tuu semua,aku minth blik ape yg dieorg smbat kat aku.phit gle dng rase ubtnye!!
smpai lar ptg sbtu tuu aku xthn pastu abh ckp tungu abh blik kite ge hospital.
selpas lame lar gak tngu abh pon blik.abh ckp jom pg hospital.
sebok2 pg ambk mama wan,thn dieorg nk pg gm shoping?aku ngh skit depe nk pg shoping lg?
adui.
thn abh pon ckp xpe kite pg bdue da lar.sesempai je kt hospital terdpt beribu org beratur.makai smpai pglar tngu ni,
!!!!!!!!! tbe2 aku terdngr bunyi polis tngh kejar sorng mamat india ni die nk cube lari dri petrol car,sb keesokn harinye die ade hukuman gantong sb kes dadah die nk lari,kuat sial 5polis die sorg pon xdpt hlng die last2 polis pakai eltrik shock die,die pengsn pastu trus smbt dlm petro car.hbs cite tuu! smbng cite aku.
hahahah smpai je kat dlm hospital abh trus ambk pas hospital die,ahahhh!
lupe abh kan president ahli lembga hospital so aku pon dpt lynan kelas pertama vip hahahah.
aku kesian dngn beribu2 org yg dtg tp last2 aku yg x bertur ni msk cmtu je trus ade doktor lyn,wah! ur the best abh,my abh alwys give the best for his sons,die xpnh bg ank2 die bnde or kmduhan yg cikai2 sb abh xske org pndg selek ank2 die,walaupon die tau kdng2 ank die bnyk wat mslh.
emm.smpai je kat dlm tuu.doktor tuu suro aku bkak bju?
adui sgn sial,die pon msk ape bnde enth kat tinge aku,ase pns je dlm tinge.pastu die ambk degupan jantung aku.
hemmmm.last skali.bab yg paling aku xske.die nk cucuk ambk darah aku!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! mule2 aku ckp kat anh suro ckp kt doktor xpyh cucuk bole.last2 abh ckp,cube kamu tngok bdak kecik tuu relaks je kne cucuk,owh die cbar aku die ckp lpas cuuck kamo oder lar kamu nk mkn ape,hahaha aku pn cuuck lar.mule2 die belek2 urat tngn aku,die tnye asl bnyk sngt urat,pg mamposlar nk cuck bnyk2 tnye plak aku dalar tngh skitnie!
die pon xpkir pnjng cucuk dkt perlipatan tngn aku,aku dpt rase kn yg jarum tu msk dlm tngn aku bile aku toleh aku nmpk darah aku kuar pancut2 hemmm.mase tuu aku mule lar rase nk pengsan n nk termuntah slmt aku gigit jacket aku td!
lpas je cuck abh bwk sample darah tuu pg mane enth,aku tertngu2 dng persaan risau,enth apelar pnykt aku.
hemm.20mnt pastu abh ckp .kmu kne thn wad shri bsok bru bley kuar.rup2nye aku kne deman virus ape enth lpas mkn ubt n rehat kat hospital shri eloklar.
xde ckp bnyk aku ikotje.
aku ingtlg mse dulu aku msk hospital ade seorg yg sngt ambk berat kat aku dtg ngn papa die,die nangis dpn aku,hemmm.kat mane die skrg?when i needed her the most?
hemm.forget it.die da xde.
so aku xbgtaw sape2pn cite ni.aku nk idop berdikari.alhamdulillah skrg aku da okey skit da,
thx to abh sb selalu sediakn yg terbaik also somethng kitowg slalu skitkn aty die,
ready dato omar family, our family vacation 9,10,11,12 oktober! sarawak island! tido ats laut!
kemungkinan abh ckp if die dapat tender n die pnye bisnes yg bru die asaskn tuu berjln lncr,stu family ge china! yeay!!
biar kite susah dulu same sbe prob yg kite ade skrg,tp our family is geting beter evryday.n i hope abh dpt tnder tuu,amin!
i hope tht i see ur smile tomorow,so that i know tht u are oke,4ari da since u gone.
onemore thnk,thnk god sb aku msh hidup,aku ingt pnykt tu truklar.thx. xnk cucuk2 da xske!
mama msok ke bilik aku ngn bwak bermcm2 ubat da,aku pon xtaw nk mkn yg mane da.pastu tbe abh dtg.abh ckp nah mkn due biji ni pastu pg tido.aku ingtkn lpas mkn ubt tuu pg tdo elok lar.rupe2nye bsok ari jumaat langsong xboley nk bgon.heem.bdon ku pnas megeletar,mata merah seakan2 org isap gam,tangn dan kaki bengkak.mase tuu ape yg aku pkir?mati...ni mesti aku da kne H1N1 atau chikukunyia. mama blik dri kedai die bwk blik bnde yg aku pesan.air kelapa fresh ngn roti chese hotdog.emm.aku ingt reda lar skit lpas aku mkn je bnde2 tuu semua,aku minth blik ape yg dieorg smbat kat aku.phit gle dng rase ubtnye!!
smpai lar ptg sbtu tuu aku xthn pastu abh ckp tungu abh blik kite ge hospital.
selpas lame lar gak tngu abh pon blik.abh ckp jom pg hospital.
sebok2 pg ambk mama wan,thn dieorg nk pg gm shoping?aku ngh skit depe nk pg shoping lg?
adui.
thn abh pon ckp xpe kite pg bdue da lar.sesempai je kt hospital terdpt beribu org beratur.makai smpai pglar tngu ni,
!!!!!!!!! tbe2 aku terdngr bunyi polis tngh kejar sorng mamat india ni die nk cube lari dri petrol car,sb keesokn harinye die ade hukuman gantong sb kes dadah die nk lari,kuat sial 5polis die sorg pon xdpt hlng die last2 polis pakai eltrik shock die,die pengsn pastu trus smbt dlm petro car.hbs cite tuu! smbng cite aku.
hahahah smpai je kat dlm hospital abh trus ambk pas hospital die,ahahhh!
lupe abh kan president ahli lembga hospital so aku pon dpt lynan kelas pertama vip hahahah.
aku kesian dngn beribu2 org yg dtg tp last2 aku yg x bertur ni msk cmtu je trus ade doktor lyn,wah! ur the best abh,my abh alwys give the best for his sons,die xpnh bg ank2 die bnde or kmduhan yg cikai2 sb abh xske org pndg selek ank2 die,walaupon die tau kdng2 ank die bnyk wat mslh.
emm.smpai je kat dlm tuu.doktor tuu suro aku bkak bju?
adui sgn sial,die pon msk ape bnde enth kat tinge aku,ase pns je dlm tinge.pastu die ambk degupan jantung aku.
hemmmm.last skali.bab yg paling aku xske.die nk cucuk ambk darah aku!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! mule2 aku ckp kat anh suro ckp kt doktor xpyh cucuk bole.last2 abh ckp,cube kamu tngok bdak kecik tuu relaks je kne cucuk,owh die cbar aku die ckp lpas cuuck kamo oder lar kamu nk mkn ape,hahaha aku pn cuuck lar.mule2 die belek2 urat tngn aku,die tnye asl bnyk sngt urat,pg mamposlar nk cuck bnyk2 tnye plak aku dalar tngh skitnie!
die pon xpkir pnjng cucuk dkt perlipatan tngn aku,aku dpt rase kn yg jarum tu msk dlm tngn aku bile aku toleh aku nmpk darah aku kuar pancut2 hemmm.mase tuu aku mule lar rase nk pengsan n nk termuntah slmt aku gigit jacket aku td!
lpas je cuck abh bwk sample darah tuu pg mane enth,aku tertngu2 dng persaan risau,enth apelar pnykt aku.
hemm.20mnt pastu abh ckp .kmu kne thn wad shri bsok bru bley kuar.rup2nye aku kne deman virus ape enth lpas mkn ubt n rehat kat hospital shri eloklar.
xde ckp bnyk aku ikotje.
aku ingtlg mse dulu aku msk hospital ade seorg yg sngt ambk berat kat aku dtg ngn papa die,die nangis dpn aku,hemmm.kat mane die skrg?when i needed her the most?
hemm.forget it.die da xde.
so aku xbgtaw sape2pn cite ni.aku nk idop berdikari.alhamdulillah skrg aku da okey skit da,
thx to abh sb selalu sediakn yg terbaik also somethng kitowg slalu skitkn aty die,
ready dato omar family, our family vacation 9,10,11,12 oktober! sarawak island! tido ats laut!
kemungkinan abh ckp if die dapat tender n die pnye bisnes yg bru die asaskn tuu berjln lncr,stu family ge china! yeay!!
biar kite susah dulu same sbe prob yg kite ade skrg,tp our family is geting beter evryday.n i hope abh dpt tnder tuu,amin!
i hope tht i see ur smile tomorow,so that i know tht u are oke,4ari da since u gone.
onemore thnk,thnk god sb aku msh hidup,aku ingt pnykt tu truklar.thx. xnk cucuk2 da xske!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
sekelip mata :D
ia da pn pergi sekelip mata,xpayahlar nk tungu2 atau mencari.ia akn dtg atau muncul gak suatu ari nanti.
pg2 lg aku da mempunyai perasaan yg same tiap2 ari aku rase.
tp xpe da biasa da hadapi ni sorg2 sjak arituu.
pg2 da kne derma rm1 kat zumeme sb xde kad matrik.bgjela spe suro aku xde.
smpai kelas aku terus pg blkng.tngok ats meja sorg kwn aku ni.ade sbuah novel yg brtajuk "bukan diriku".wah.mcm bestnye.x diduga plak aku akn kusyuk mmbce novel ni.mule2 aku xphm cite die.cite die mcm nie:
ade seorg bdak name azran brhjrah dri kerteh,terganu untuk duduk ngn fmly die kt k.l. thn bersekolah d pandan high scholl.setibanya d sane dia tertarik dng seorg perompuan yg bernama maryam.memliki perwatkn yg alim ,sopan dan juga pnlong ketua kelas.lame kelamaan die jto aty pd pmpuan smpai lar die mngetahui perngai sbnrnye maryam ni.di brubh oleh kerana keretakn fmlynya.mkin hari mkin pudar gadis yg alim itu di dlm dunia yg kotor,die merokok,melakukn maksiat dan mcm2 lg.azran dan mrym rpt shngalar pd stu hari ni azran dijemput ke stu mjlis arijd yg diadkn oleh seorg ank dato yg bernama beego,tnpe pengtahuan azran rupa2nya maryam hnye mempermainkn persaan nya rupa2nya dia berpacaran dngn beego tuu tetapi di tetp merahsiakn dri azran majlis arijd tuu bertukar dng pergaduhan di antara beego dan azrn.2mingu gaklar azran xpg skola oleh kerana luka2 dan lebam yg dihadapinya.azran xtau mcm mane nk berhadpn dng maryam.mereka belajar di kelas yg same.pd mlm itu mrymtelah melukkn nya dngn kata2 dan maki hamun.
:D sory boley cite smpai tuu je nk taw lbh lnjut bce lar novel"bukan diriku" penulis die "camry hj yusuf"
smbng cite aku,pd mase rehat aku pg ke dewan nk jumpe afy ngn member2 lain,mereka ngn practise untuk perform besok untuk sketsa.aku duduk kt piano skola.tbe2 dtg mai main piano.aku terkejut sbnrnye bile die main piano tuu sb aku mcm tertarik ngn org pmpuan yg reti main piano,bunyi lagu yg dia main sunguh merdu smpai lah mase tuu aku ckp mai can u play"wait for u".hemm.
tbe2 die memicit piano tuu.bergema lar lgu wait for u..
jantng aku terbhnti skjp sb teringt kat seseorg.
xlame tuu aku ckp mai bley ajar i intro wait for u x,heheh i nk blaja main piano ngn u bley.thn die pon tnjuk lar.
hahaha so nice of her.aku da reti main intro wait for u,thx to mai.
lpas je tuu aku tngok jam da pkol 11.10am aku pon blik kelas.smpai je kelas xde cikgu.lupe yg sport sc xde ckgu 2mngu adui.xpelar.aku pn duduk lar kt dpn berkoba2 nk smbng bce novel td blik..
xhbs pon bce smpai muka surat 236 loceng berbunyi hbs wktu perdgngn.dngn berat aty mcm aku nk tngor seseorg aku pon kuarlar kels.berjln blik.aku nmpk die.nk je say hi.but......
emmm.xdepelar.jlnlar aku trun kat port kiterog lalu kitowg pn blik lar bermai2.ptg mndong sngt dieorg ade ajk ge skola tp aku tertido dri kol3,30 smpai 7.30 td.aduiya da 3ari trut2 cmni.da gmok pn.smbng nk trainlar nk pindahlar xbwt 11.6s mcm mane nk pg melaka ni.da jnji ngn dieorg kn?
hahahahaha.nanti2lar.nk rehat seckupnye dulu.mental msh down.oleh kerana seseutu sbb,
so harini ini jelar kisah idop aku yg bosan,tp maybe ade sesuatu akn terjadi just wait.
da xde pape yg tingal.yg ade hnyelar kngn.novel tuu ckp kalau kite nk lupakn seseorg,kite knelar memaafkn die.so if kite btol2 cyg kn die kite kne lpaskn die supaya dia btol2 dpt mencari kebahagiaan die,dan kalau dia pon ade perasaan yg sme terhadp kite suatu ari nanti die akn dtg blik kt kite,kalau ade jodoh xkemana.percayaknlar kpda cinta sejati :D
die ckp cm2 hahahah.yer2 je.dalar.da pkol bpe nie gud nite.thx for reading.
gud luck :D and have a nice trip :D
pg2 lg aku da mempunyai perasaan yg same tiap2 ari aku rase.
tp xpe da biasa da hadapi ni sorg2 sjak arituu.
pg2 da kne derma rm1 kat zumeme sb xde kad matrik.bgjela spe suro aku xde.
smpai kelas aku terus pg blkng.tngok ats meja sorg kwn aku ni.ade sbuah novel yg brtajuk "bukan diriku".wah.mcm bestnye.x diduga plak aku akn kusyuk mmbce novel ni.mule2 aku xphm cite die.cite die mcm nie:
ade seorg bdak name azran brhjrah dri kerteh,terganu untuk duduk ngn fmly die kt k.l. thn bersekolah d pandan high scholl.setibanya d sane dia tertarik dng seorg perompuan yg bernama maryam.memliki perwatkn yg alim ,sopan dan juga pnlong ketua kelas.lame kelamaan die jto aty pd pmpuan smpai lar die mngetahui perngai sbnrnye maryam ni.di brubh oleh kerana keretakn fmlynya.mkin hari mkin pudar gadis yg alim itu di dlm dunia yg kotor,die merokok,melakukn maksiat dan mcm2 lg.azran dan mrym rpt shngalar pd stu hari ni azran dijemput ke stu mjlis arijd yg diadkn oleh seorg ank dato yg bernama beego,tnpe pengtahuan azran rupa2nya maryam hnye mempermainkn persaan nya rupa2nya dia berpacaran dngn beego tuu tetapi di tetp merahsiakn dri azran majlis arijd tuu bertukar dng pergaduhan di antara beego dan azrn.2mingu gaklar azran xpg skola oleh kerana luka2 dan lebam yg dihadapinya.azran xtau mcm mane nk berhadpn dng maryam.mereka belajar di kelas yg same.pd mlm itu mrymtelah melukkn nya dngn kata2 dan maki hamun.
:D sory boley cite smpai tuu je nk taw lbh lnjut bce lar novel"bukan diriku" penulis die "camry hj yusuf"
smbng cite aku,pd mase rehat aku pg ke dewan nk jumpe afy ngn member2 lain,mereka ngn practise untuk perform besok untuk sketsa.aku duduk kt piano skola.tbe2 dtg mai main piano.aku terkejut sbnrnye bile die main piano tuu sb aku mcm tertarik ngn org pmpuan yg reti main piano,bunyi lagu yg dia main sunguh merdu smpai lah mase tuu aku ckp mai can u play"wait for u".hemm.
tbe2 die memicit piano tuu.bergema lar lgu wait for u..
jantng aku terbhnti skjp sb teringt kat seseorg.
xlame tuu aku ckp mai bley ajar i intro wait for u x,heheh i nk blaja main piano ngn u bley.thn die pon tnjuk lar.
hahaha so nice of her.aku da reti main intro wait for u,thx to mai.
lpas je tuu aku tngok jam da pkol 11.10am aku pon blik kelas.smpai je kelas xde cikgu.lupe yg sport sc xde ckgu 2mngu adui.xpelar.aku pn duduk lar kt dpn berkoba2 nk smbng bce novel td blik..
xhbs pon bce smpai muka surat 236 loceng berbunyi hbs wktu perdgngn.dngn berat aty mcm aku nk tngor seseorg aku pon kuarlar kels.berjln blik.aku nmpk die.nk je say hi.but......
emmm.xdepelar.jlnlar aku trun kat port kiterog lalu kitowg pn blik lar bermai2.ptg mndong sngt dieorg ade ajk ge skola tp aku tertido dri kol3,30 smpai 7.30 td.aduiya da 3ari trut2 cmni.da gmok pn.smbng nk trainlar nk pindahlar xbwt 11.6s mcm mane nk pg melaka ni.da jnji ngn dieorg kn?
hahahahaha.nanti2lar.nk rehat seckupnye dulu.mental msh down.oleh kerana seseutu sbb,
so harini ini jelar kisah idop aku yg bosan,tp maybe ade sesuatu akn terjadi just wait.
da xde pape yg tingal.yg ade hnyelar kngn.novel tuu ckp kalau kite nk lupakn seseorg,kite knelar memaafkn die.so if kite btol2 cyg kn die kite kne lpaskn die supaya dia btol2 dpt mencari kebahagiaan die,dan kalau dia pon ade perasaan yg sme terhadp kite suatu ari nanti die akn dtg blik kt kite,kalau ade jodoh xkemana.percayaknlar kpda cinta sejati :D
die ckp cm2 hahahah.yer2 je.dalar.da pkol bpe nie gud nite.thx for reading.
gud luck :D and have a nice trip :D
Monday, July 20, 2009
Roda :D
bukan semua org bahagia,dn bukan semua org bleh dpt ape yg dihajatkan.
kdng2 cinta dtng ngn pergi,owg yg cyg kite sekelip mate berubh ahti.dunia burubah hnye dngn sekelip mata?sape yg dpt halang?
xde sapepn yg mampu memberhrnti mahupun memutar waktu :D
semua da tertulis ikut suratan tkdir.
spe ckp xskit ble tngok,sakit yg teramat-amt sbnrnye.
cumkesabaran je yg menjadi tunjang kehidupan skrg.
berjauhan adelah jln terbaik bkn nk lari,cume spe thn?
terpakse lar kejar cita2 sorg2 hahaha.
biasa lar aku pnh rosakn hidup seseorg dulu xkn nk roskn lg.jln terbaik ialah pergi:D
kite xbley memakse dri org untuk mencintai kite :D
kaum hawa ini pelik ,setiap seorng mempunyai pemikiran yg lain2 untuk susah kite phm.
mereka kaum yg sensitif,xske dikonkong,xske d mara,dan ske di tengking.
sape suke?semua org xske cmtuu.
so berhenti lar nk wt semua tuu kat org lain.kan da nyesal :D
xde owg yg sempurna,jika rase sedih tuu .pejamkan lar mata dan tarik nafas pnjng2 ingt yg walaupon kita disakiti arini xsemestinya besok kite akn disakiti.mungkin die bukan yg terbaik yg dpt bersama kite melalui sisa baki kehidupan.
kalau jumpe seseorg yg brciri2 cm ni jage die elok2:1.seseorg yg bersama mase kite menangis atau kesushn.2.seseorg yg xtinglkn kite hnye sbb bnde kecil.3.seseorg yg memgang erat tngn kite seolah2 dunia akn berakhir.4.org yg selalu memberi smngt.5.org yg selalu bersabar dngn sikap kite.6.seseorng yg serasi dngn kite.7.seseorg yg xpernah ambil kira tntng keburukn kite,dan sngp terima dngn tngn yg terbuka.8.sngup berbuat ape saje demi keselamtn kite.9.org yg cygkn kite tp die tidak meluahkn pada kite,tetapi dlm hti kite taw.dan10.yg paling peting.org itu xkn mensia2kn kite atau pn hubngn,dan selalu berfikiran matng apabila hbngn buntu die akn selalu menlindunginya daripda hancur.
itu ciri2 cinta sejati dan teman abadi.
percayalar if kite sakiti atau menykitkn org yg cyg kat kite,stu hari nanti kite akn mersa lbih daripda ape org tu rase skrg :D
semoga kite hargai owg di depan mata dn jnglar terhegeh2 bile die da xde kt dunia ni bru menangis dan tercari2,mse die ade kite asyik skitkn die je dngn cre atau perwatakan die.
matngkn lah diri kite .pkir same care die berpikir.dan jng terlalu EGO ataupon mementingkan diri kite je.
kite xkn suka di penhujung hayat kite nanti kita akn merintihi ape yg kite da wt kat die mse dulu.terima kekurgn die kerana dlm hidup ni semua org ade bwt slh n xde pn org yg sempurna.mungkin kite ade sbb sndiri kerana ape kite lakukn semua tuu.
pengorbanan memainkn pernan yg penting untuk kebhgian hbngn,mmg seksa bile menglh tp itular jln terbaik .
ucapknlar selamat tinggal kalau btol kite nk tngok die bhgia ngn org tuu.
jng pernah toleh sb kite mesti xnk die taw yg kite ni lemah dan berat untuk melepaskn die.
break your ego and start to grab it will you can,or u will crying at the end of days for leting it go..
kdng2 cinta dtng ngn pergi,owg yg cyg kite sekelip mate berubh ahti.dunia burubah hnye dngn sekelip mata?sape yg dpt halang?
xde sapepn yg mampu memberhrnti mahupun memutar waktu :D
semua da tertulis ikut suratan tkdir.
spe ckp xskit ble tngok,sakit yg teramat-amt sbnrnye.
cumkesabaran je yg menjadi tunjang kehidupan skrg.
berjauhan adelah jln terbaik bkn nk lari,cume spe thn?
terpakse lar kejar cita2 sorg2 hahaha.
biasa lar aku pnh rosakn hidup seseorg dulu xkn nk roskn lg.jln terbaik ialah pergi:D
kite xbley memakse dri org untuk mencintai kite :D
kaum hawa ini pelik ,setiap seorng mempunyai pemikiran yg lain2 untuk susah kite phm.
mereka kaum yg sensitif,xske dikonkong,xske d mara,dan ske di tengking.
sape suke?semua org xske cmtuu.
so berhenti lar nk wt semua tuu kat org lain.kan da nyesal :D
xde owg yg sempurna,jika rase sedih tuu .pejamkan lar mata dan tarik nafas pnjng2 ingt yg walaupon kita disakiti arini xsemestinya besok kite akn disakiti.mungkin die bukan yg terbaik yg dpt bersama kite melalui sisa baki kehidupan.
kalau jumpe seseorg yg brciri2 cm ni jage die elok2:1.seseorg yg bersama mase kite menangis atau kesushn.2.seseorg yg xtinglkn kite hnye sbb bnde kecil.3.seseorg yg memgang erat tngn kite seolah2 dunia akn berakhir.4.org yg selalu memberi smngt.5.org yg selalu bersabar dngn sikap kite.6.seseorng yg serasi dngn kite.7.seseorg yg xpernah ambil kira tntng keburukn kite,dan sngp terima dngn tngn yg terbuka.8.sngup berbuat ape saje demi keselamtn kite.9.org yg cygkn kite tp die tidak meluahkn pada kite,tetapi dlm hti kite taw.dan10.yg paling peting.org itu xkn mensia2kn kite atau pn hubngn,dan selalu berfikiran matng apabila hbngn buntu die akn selalu menlindunginya daripda hancur.
itu ciri2 cinta sejati dan teman abadi.
percayalar if kite sakiti atau menykitkn org yg cyg kat kite,stu hari nanti kite akn mersa lbih daripda ape org tu rase skrg :D
semoga kite hargai owg di depan mata dn jnglar terhegeh2 bile die da xde kt dunia ni bru menangis dan tercari2,mse die ade kite asyik skitkn die je dngn cre atau perwatakan die.
matngkn lah diri kite .pkir same care die berpikir.dan jng terlalu EGO ataupon mementingkan diri kite je.
kite xkn suka di penhujung hayat kite nanti kita akn merintihi ape yg kite da wt kat die mse dulu.terima kekurgn die kerana dlm hidup ni semua org ade bwt slh n xde pn org yg sempurna.mungkin kite ade sbb sndiri kerana ape kite lakukn semua tuu.
pengorbanan memainkn pernan yg penting untuk kebhgian hbngn,mmg seksa bile menglh tp itular jln terbaik .
ucapknlar selamat tinggal kalau btol kite nk tngok die bhgia ngn org tuu.
jng pernah toleh sb kite mesti xnk die taw yg kite ni lemah dan berat untuk melepaskn die.
break your ego and start to grab it will you can,or u will crying at the end of days for leting it go..
kissing in a relationship:D
- What a kiss means in a relationship? .actually read the whole thing coz it’s nice
Kiss on the stomach = I’m ready - Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
- Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything
- Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
- Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
- Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
- Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
- Kiss on the Lips = I love you"
What the gesture means... - Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
- Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
- Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"
- Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"
- Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
- Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
- Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
*Advice + Don’t ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, You’re definitely in Love.
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
kemunculan pertama :)
pagi2 lagi aku da smpai kat stadium.msk je kt dalam ati berdebar2 untuk acara pertama aku sjak 5bulan ni.train pn cm ade xde je.injurd lg.
tp pkol 10.25pg evnt aku start aku separuh akhir 6 lorong 8.
aku berjumpe balik ngn adik2 junior aku mse kt b.j dulu.
wah ramai gak kwn2 lame yg dtg dri b.j ingtlg dieorg sme bach ngn aku b.j 2006 form1.ade ajmal,fahmi.rmai lar lg.aku pn ade stngh da lupe name?junior2pn ingt lg aku nsb baik xsmbng ngn aku:D
aku jumpe blik kwn2 lame mssm 2005-2007 n dak2 bj.zhfran bdak 110m melake pemng pingt emas mssm 2007,sczuan melaka 200m,400m johan mssm n olahragawan psn2008.farid bdak bru nk blaja tp pesaing terkuat aku mase pndh ge melake nanti!
cuak belayar2 di hati aku semase strting,sial reff mcm bodo kegarisan lame sial.nmpknye bkn aku sorg je yg xthn .last2 ade sorg bdak b.j wt false-start.
ref tuu pn suro kiteorg bngon,die ckp "amrn kpada lorng no.2 dan amrn kepada semua"sekali lg keslhn anda akn di keluakn.
kegarisan..sedia..mule..dush!
aku dng persaan goyang nye berlari smpai kat hujung emmm.kaki pn mcm nk xnk lari tp aku xrase mcm aku all outpn.garisan penamat ku fight finishng pale,adui sape suro aku pndk sngt.aku no.3!
starting lmbt! xpe is okelar first competition slpas injirdy n long resT!
tngok elctonok time aku clock 12.2s sial cm pompuan lari dow!
handtime aku clock 11.61s..jauh dri record yg aku wt taun sudah u15 11.3s..
ptngtuu aku xmsk final pn.tp farid ngn jambu msk final.ptg final.jmbu no4 senior.singapore no 1.2. sial laju dowh!farid dpt no2 junior u19! aku plak sakit pongong aku smpai skrg!xlari pn ptng tuu.
hehehe.so aku duduk je tngok sorng bdak b.j ni name die nadya! perh comelnye bru form 1 da main lompat jauh untuk malaysia.die asl dri kedah!
sumpah comel.tp aku skdr tgor2 cmtu je.dy pn snyom je.die sorg yg mcm malu2 tp cm comel je stip grak geri die,hehehhe.tp cm bajet pon ade.aku,jambu.apan asyhk gado je hahaha.melawak lar konon si ndya 2 kirim slm lar,mintak kpl lar msng2 saiko je.hahaha cam bodo je!
mse penutop hbs aku lpk lar luar ngn bdak b.j n melaka.
kite owg smnbng pasal dulu2 kt b.j hahahah.
nakal sial ari pertama da kne keja ngn pak guard asrama sne!
hahahah.bdak2 lg mse tuu form1.wah ajmal skrg da jd star dulu langoi2 je duk tido sblah aku,zhaf pn sme.ajmal skrg pegang record malaysia u18 110m pagar sial!
si kembar husna&husni pn dtg xsngke da msk b.j gak!
ramai lar gak kwn2 lame bj n mssm x jumpe!
semua ckp if aku xkuar b.j skrg enth2 da slh sorg dri dieorg skrg!
hahaha xnyesal pn aku kuar b.j dulu!mase duduk luar tu.coach melaka cik fuad tnye,umor aku.die kate aku pndk skit hahaha.tp xpe bleh diperbaiki?die tnye btol ke nk pg melaka aku ckp dlm rncngn tp aku da jnji ngn jambu semua nk pindah n nk ckupkn quated mssm melaka taun dpn!
hemm.tp aku da pkir msk2 da lps smbng ngn farid,jmbu,ngn apan dlm 2ari ni kompom da nk pindah melake.coach sne pn da bg lmpu ijau nk train aku.
skrg tngl perbncngn ngn abh ngn mama je.die suro pkir msk2 dulu btol ke nk pg?
hemm.bg aku .daku da fadup kat ipoh ni,aku da fadup ngn gunung rapat.aku xnk trus stay kt sni.bgos gak aku pndh ge melaka sekurg2nye ade org hargai n bg smngt kat aku,ade coach lg.skrg kptosan aku muktmad nk pindh.tp xtawlar cm mane!aku nk sngt lari blik past tngok zabidi ngn latip nyat lari td,tngok kwn2 bj lame2 yg skrg pgng record mssm.smngt tuu msh membuak2 nk trning n nk beat dieorg! tngu2! aku dtg heheh!dush2!
goodbye gr ..helo melaka!
lgpon ini untuk seseorg,slmt berbahagia tnpe aku :D
tp pkol 10.25pg evnt aku start aku separuh akhir 6 lorong 8.
aku berjumpe balik ngn adik2 junior aku mse kt b.j dulu.
wah ramai gak kwn2 lame yg dtg dri b.j ingtlg dieorg sme bach ngn aku b.j 2006 form1.ade ajmal,fahmi.rmai lar lg.aku pn ade stngh da lupe name?junior2pn ingt lg aku nsb baik xsmbng ngn aku:D
aku jumpe blik kwn2 lame mssm 2005-2007 n dak2 bj.zhfran bdak 110m melake pemng pingt emas mssm 2007,sczuan melaka 200m,400m johan mssm n olahragawan psn2008.farid bdak bru nk blaja tp pesaing terkuat aku mase pndh ge melake nanti!
cuak belayar2 di hati aku semase strting,sial reff mcm bodo kegarisan lame sial.nmpknye bkn aku sorg je yg xthn .last2 ade sorg bdak b.j wt false-start.
ref tuu pn suro kiteorg bngon,die ckp "amrn kpada lorng no.2 dan amrn kepada semua"sekali lg keslhn anda akn di keluakn.
kegarisan..sedia..mule..dush!
aku dng persaan goyang nye berlari smpai kat hujung emmm.kaki pn mcm nk xnk lari tp aku xrase mcm aku all outpn.garisan penamat ku fight finishng pale,adui sape suro aku pndk sngt.aku no.3!
starting lmbt! xpe is okelar first competition slpas injirdy n long resT!
tngok elctonok time aku clock 12.2s sial cm pompuan lari dow!
handtime aku clock 11.61s..jauh dri record yg aku wt taun sudah u15 11.3s..
ptngtuu aku xmsk final pn.tp farid ngn jambu msk final.ptg final.jmbu no4 senior.singapore no 1.2. sial laju dowh!farid dpt no2 junior u19! aku plak sakit pongong aku smpai skrg!xlari pn ptng tuu.
hehehe.so aku duduk je tngok sorng bdak b.j ni name die nadya! perh comelnye bru form 1 da main lompat jauh untuk malaysia.die asl dri kedah!
sumpah comel.tp aku skdr tgor2 cmtu je.dy pn snyom je.die sorg yg mcm malu2 tp cm comel je stip grak geri die,hehehhe.tp cm bajet pon ade.aku,jambu.apan asyhk gado je hahaha.melawak lar konon si ndya 2 kirim slm lar,mintak kpl lar msng2 saiko je.hahaha cam bodo je!
mse penutop hbs aku lpk lar luar ngn bdak b.j n melaka.
kite owg smnbng pasal dulu2 kt b.j hahahah.
nakal sial ari pertama da kne keja ngn pak guard asrama sne!
hahahah.bdak2 lg mse tuu form1.wah ajmal skrg da jd star dulu langoi2 je duk tido sblah aku,zhaf pn sme.ajmal skrg pegang record malaysia u18 110m pagar sial!
si kembar husna&husni pn dtg xsngke da msk b.j gak!
ramai lar gak kwn2 lame bj n mssm x jumpe!
semua ckp if aku xkuar b.j skrg enth2 da slh sorg dri dieorg skrg!
hahaha xnyesal pn aku kuar b.j dulu!mase duduk luar tu.coach melaka cik fuad tnye,umor aku.die kate aku pndk skit hahaha.tp xpe bleh diperbaiki?die tnye btol ke nk pg melaka aku ckp dlm rncngn tp aku da jnji ngn jambu semua nk pindah n nk ckupkn quated mssm melaka taun dpn!
hemm.tp aku da pkir msk2 da lps smbng ngn farid,jmbu,ngn apan dlm 2ari ni kompom da nk pindah melake.coach sne pn da bg lmpu ijau nk train aku.
skrg tngl perbncngn ngn abh ngn mama je.die suro pkir msk2 dulu btol ke nk pg?
hemm.bg aku .daku da fadup kat ipoh ni,aku da fadup ngn gunung rapat.aku xnk trus stay kt sni.bgos gak aku pndh ge melaka sekurg2nye ade org hargai n bg smngt kat aku,ade coach lg.skrg kptosan aku muktmad nk pindh.tp xtawlar cm mane!aku nk sngt lari blik past tngok zabidi ngn latip nyat lari td,tngok kwn2 bj lame2 yg skrg pgng record mssm.smngt tuu msh membuak2 nk trning n nk beat dieorg! tngu2! aku dtg heheh!dush2!
goodbye gr ..helo melaka!
lgpon ini untuk seseorg,slmt berbahagia tnpe aku :D
Thursday, July 16, 2009
good bye LOVE.
da smpai mase kot untuk aku ucpakn ni skrg:
sebelom papepn sory for everythng i have done.
i ade pengakuan yg nk di buat di sini,after we lost contact i always stalk on u.
u r myspace,waiting for your blog to update to know more about u.always at the same moment i wait ur msg n waiting u to come bck like before and teling me the same word u alwys tell me,i miss ur morning scream and wakeup call tht say"good morning cyg"to me.
time past very fast when we are far away.
sory again i never wnt to c u angry or cry to other people,i alwys wnt to ask u?r u oke dear?
but perhaps is ends here now.thx to them i'm totally giving up to u now.
but for me u are the person i love forever. is true.the felling never change.dulu,kini dan seterusnya.
if ade terkutuk blkng,ckp bad thngs or u dngr papepn dri org tdoh i bkn2 or papeje caye jelar oke.
dngr ckp org dri cye kt i.
hemm.but i swear i never talk bad about u walaupon kite da breakoff n xdepapepn hbngn.
kalau xde die mungkin i xtaw bnde yg wt i jd kecewa n give smpai mcmni.
tp terima kasih gak pd makhluk tuhan ni yg slmtkn smgt i dri jato ke bumi,i sumpah if stu ari nanti i berjaya i akn berterima kasih pd org ni sb telah mengajar n nasihat i arini. thx for the motivation from u.i da strt train blik da sb die!
from now on,forget this memories:
sebelom papepn sory for everythng i have done.
i ade pengakuan yg nk di buat di sini,after we lost contact i always stalk on u.
u r myspace,waiting for your blog to update to know more about u.always at the same moment i wait ur msg n waiting u to come bck like before and teling me the same word u alwys tell me,i miss ur morning scream and wakeup call tht say"good morning cyg"to me.
time past very fast when we are far away.
sory again i never wnt to c u angry or cry to other people,i alwys wnt to ask u?r u oke dear?
but perhaps is ends here now.thx to them i'm totally giving up to u now.
but for me u are the person i love forever. is true.the felling never change.dulu,kini dan seterusnya.
if ade terkutuk blkng,ckp bad thngs or u dngr papepn dri org tdoh i bkn2 or papeje caye jelar oke.
dngr ckp org dri cye kt i.
hemm.but i swear i never talk bad about u walaupon kite da breakoff n xdepapepn hbngn.
kalau xde die mungkin i xtaw bnde yg wt i jd kecewa n give smpai mcmni.
tp terima kasih gak pd makhluk tuhan ni yg slmtkn smgt i dri jato ke bumi,i sumpah if stu ari nanti i berjaya i akn berterima kasih pd org ni sb telah mengajar n nasihat i arini. thx for the motivation from u.i da strt train blik da sb die!
from now on,forget this memories:
- first kiss
- first date
- our laugh
- dating
- movie
- paris
- mcd
- cadbury
- joking
- cry
- super saver
- pmr
- lestik
- mumu
- photo
- love word
- pet shop
- puasa
- hari sukan
- bbq
- hospital
- anysary
- m.p
- umah makcik
- 2010
- 1211
- 1803
- raya
- love song
- tulis2
- ur drawing
- tumbuk2
- hug
- rm2.93 sen
- bangku j.j
- nyanyi sme2
- jln2 sme2
- watchng u train
- ur no 1 fans
- kenny roger
- u mobile!
- w800i
- i'm not single
- cemburu2
- merajok
- konkong
- rufaqa
sory k,coz ur time with me is more painfull thn ur hapy day.now u are free hope that u will hapy with him.i taw i xpnh pn bg u bhgia dlm hbngn kite,i taw khdran i bnyk bg u kecewa n cdy thx sb u besbr ngn i.n mybe dulu i xmtng lg.sbtuu mcm tuu.i know some times u lie u have ur own reason tp i xpnh nk phm u.so now i hope tht die lar org yg plng memahami u girl.T.T
ingtlg eiffel i'm in love?u ckp u ske sngt cite nie.mule2 i xphm cite die.tp lps tuu i tngok dan phm blik.sbrnye tita putus ngn ergi ade sbb?dan apebile adit dtg dlm idup tita die xpnh pn ambk taw pasal adit tp bile lame kelamaan perasaan bnci tuu terus bertukar menjadi cyg,the best part is mase adit tumbok ergi sb ergi main kayu tiga ngn tita n mase dieorg kat bwh eiffel mase tuu valentime diner ingt dieorg mkn mcd,double chese burger.coklat shake n fries. i hope u still love eiffel movie.
ingt satuje jnglah nagis2 da,nanti da x comel da.u kn kuat.truskn usaha u k,next year sukma n asian school.good bye cinta pasni maybe i will go far away from u.my coach da cll wife die in jb mybe taun ni atau taun dpn i will be leaving tp mungkin xjd kowt.we just wait n say je.is no more wait for u song.i hope no matter who u with he is the one tha alwys make u laught n not like me that alwys kongkong idup u n minx yg bukan2 je.sory for everythng betwen u and me da xde pape da.i wnt u to know is hard for me to leting u go coz i rili2 love u.n this is the last from me for u.i alwys tell u tht i akn korbnkn segale2nyhe hnye tok tngok u ketawa.tp skrg da berubh i dapt lihat rmai yg mampu melakukn nye.u can stnd witout me girl.:D snyuman ni i nak adiahkn kat u supaya u xkn pernah cdy lg.lpasje arini i bley tdo ngn nynyak da.sb i taw u gembira.i alwys wnt to msg u n cll u to talk whn i m sad.sometime whn i m crying xtaw sape lg yg ade.tp i just cn remember u no coz i dont have ur no.thx sb bwg no lame tuu.is our memories dear.da pnt sngtni d 5ari berturut2 tito pkol 3 ke ats.
from now on i will focssing in olahraga n study 100% sumpa!i wnt my parent to be proud at me n xnk lg jd owg yg bermslh.thx for everythng dear.xtaw nk ckppe da sbnrnye mase mule2 nk tulis blog ni mcm2 nk ckp tp xtaw nk tulis pe,ni pn blom tntu u bce.but thx k.iloveu.good bye cinta.knowing u is the best part of my life.n to loving u is the best memories ever hapen in my lifetime.good bye (T.T)
smpai sini je.i hope that u are hapy alwys thts is my pray for u everyday.jage diri elok2 hope die jage u elok2 xmcm i.pkir dulu if nk wtpape,ths wht u teach me.thx good bye now. bukan diriku..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
dulu,kini dan seterusnya.
hidup xselalu dpt ape yg kite nk,kite xjugak slalu ada kat ats.
setip org mesti ade kisah suka duka tersendiri,msti ade rahsia yg kite xnk sngt or lain tau selain diri kite,dunia xpnh adil pd kite.bkn semua org yg boleh dipercayai kat dunia ni.
enthlar.aku xtaw ape tujuan aku sbnrnye?idop da mcm xtentu arah je skrg.aku da lupe ke janji aku?pegangn idup aku?aku ingtlg aku pnh janji dngn seseorg,walaupepn jd kat duniani sme ade sedih atau gembira,aku xkn penah putos ase .walaupon mase memisahkn aku,tp smngt yg aku ade smpai bile pn xkn ilang.
biar lar org xphm aku.biarlar tipa2 ari aku termenung sorng2 .aslkn aku taw ape yg ati aku pikirkn.mungkin sushlar aku nk bngon blik,dlm tempoh nk dkt sthun injurd mcm2 aku da lalui,bnyk sngt game yg aku da terlepas,kdng2 bile duduk sorg kat trek aku sedey sngt.
champ msspk2008,rngking ke2 mssm,litle athltic,asean school,circuit,open?
tau ni,aku xrase pn ade yg ambk berat pasal aku,skola?lg mcm bodo?mmg aku ngku aku rahsia kn yg aku injurd dri cikgu n kebnykn kwn2.hemm,
aku pnh dpt amarn aku akn diberirehat 6bulan lpas game?
secnd opration aku xbwtlg?sb tuu akn mkn 9bulan untuk pulih lgpn kos die rm3500.hemmm.
mcm2 lg aku nk pkir,
aku da xhepi stay kat gr?sjak coach blik rusia,cikgu khairudin n nor husien pindah.sjak ptos?
aku xatw nk ngadu kat sape?
dulu ade die,emm.ade fatin,ade coach.skrg2 nye if ade game ,if cdy,if skit diorg ade?tp skrg,xubh mcm aku idop sorng2?
aku nk sngt simpn adiah ni untk die,aku nk sngt bersme di.aku nk sngt pancutan bunga api tuu bkn pancutan bunga api perpisahan tok aku ngn die.
aku xnk rase putos ase je.
aku rindu khdpn yg dulu?
aku nk sngt blik ats trek dn bkn hanye jd org xpntg dlm squad?
hemm.can still do it?
alone?
aku cbe belajar erti kesbrn,tp knpe semua nye msti aku je yg kne?
mcm xadil je suratan takdir aku ni?
can i still be the one?
bgosalr semua berubh?kite da xknl stu sme lain.
jauh sngt da dri kite yg dulu?
yg slalu hbskn mse bersame?
u the reason i'm tryng.
enthlar.xde confident da,aku ingtlg mse tuu 200m semi final, aku goyang sngt hemm.mse starting aku kne tngl,aku ingt da xley keajar da, aku kne tingal,lpas je curve 120m aku dngr rmai org sorak name aku?hemm.itular penybab smng aku ,aku pkir yg die ade kt finish line.emm.last 60m aku leading.mcm xpercaya aku mng.hemm.
itular kngn plng manis semua org bersorak tok aku?
adelg mssd taun ni,aku lari final top8,walaupon aku xmng dpt no4 je,semua finalist plok aku,dieorg ckp kiteorg skong kaw untk naik blik?nsib baik ade dieorg myokng aku.
hemm.
thx alot.
itular pencetusa aku kejar
setip org mesti ade kisah suka duka tersendiri,msti ade rahsia yg kite xnk sngt or lain tau selain diri kite,dunia xpnh adil pd kite.bkn semua org yg boleh dipercayai kat dunia ni.
enthlar.aku xtaw ape tujuan aku sbnrnye?idop da mcm xtentu arah je skrg.aku da lupe ke janji aku?pegangn idup aku?aku ingtlg aku pnh janji dngn seseorg,walaupepn jd kat duniani sme ade sedih atau gembira,aku xkn penah putos ase .walaupon mase memisahkn aku,tp smngt yg aku ade smpai bile pn xkn ilang.
biar lar org xphm aku.biarlar tipa2 ari aku termenung sorng2 .aslkn aku taw ape yg ati aku pikirkn.mungkin sushlar aku nk bngon blik,dlm tempoh nk dkt sthun injurd mcm2 aku da lalui,bnyk sngt game yg aku da terlepas,kdng2 bile duduk sorg kat trek aku sedey sngt.
champ msspk2008,rngking ke2 mssm,litle athltic,asean school,circuit,open?
tau ni,aku xrase pn ade yg ambk berat pasal aku,skola?lg mcm bodo?mmg aku ngku aku rahsia kn yg aku injurd dri cikgu n kebnykn kwn2.hemm,
aku pnh dpt amarn aku akn diberirehat 6bulan lpas game?
secnd opration aku xbwtlg?sb tuu akn mkn 9bulan untuk pulih lgpn kos die rm3500.hemmm.
mcm2 lg aku nk pkir,
aku da xhepi stay kat gr?sjak coach blik rusia,cikgu khairudin n nor husien pindah.sjak ptos?
aku xatw nk ngadu kat sape?
dulu ade die,emm.ade fatin,ade coach.skrg2 nye if ade game ,if cdy,if skit diorg ade?tp skrg,xubh mcm aku idop sorng2?
aku nk sngt simpn adiah ni untk die,aku nk sngt bersme di.aku nk sngt pancutan bunga api tuu bkn pancutan bunga api perpisahan tok aku ngn die.
aku xnk rase putos ase je.
aku rindu khdpn yg dulu?
aku nk sngt blik ats trek dn bkn hanye jd org xpntg dlm squad?
hemm.can still do it?
alone?
aku cbe belajar erti kesbrn,tp knpe semua nye msti aku je yg kne?
mcm xadil je suratan takdir aku ni?
can i still be the one?
bgosalr semua berubh?kite da xknl stu sme lain.
jauh sngt da dri kite yg dulu?
yg slalu hbskn mse bersame?
u the reason i'm tryng.
enthlar.xde confident da,aku ingtlg mse tuu 200m semi final, aku goyang sngt hemm.mse starting aku kne tngl,aku ingt da xley keajar da, aku kne tingal,lpas je curve 120m aku dngr rmai org sorak name aku?hemm.itular penybab smng aku ,aku pkir yg die ade kt finish line.emm.last 60m aku leading.mcm xpercaya aku mng.hemm.
itular kngn plng manis semua org bersorak tok aku?
adelg mssd taun ni,aku lari final top8,walaupon aku xmng dpt no4 je,semua finalist plok aku,dieorg ckp kiteorg skong kaw untk naik blik?nsib baik ade dieorg myokng aku.
hemm.
thx alot.
itular pencetusa aku kejar
Sunday, July 5, 2009
time change.
we all grow evryday,and the time past by so fast everyday when we are enjoying life it just past fasts and even faster day by day.
is hard when u are watchig love story sudently u just fill that they story just like u reality life?when ur first love broke ur heart and gone to be with someone else and oneday that guys was proporse her but she never give that guys a answer bcoz she know somethng that she still cn forget even when she with her new guys.beut first love is hard to forget.even when they are rarely seen easch other or even not talking to each other we know that we still apart of each other,is a lie if u say u never feel the same.
when that gurl leave him they say to each other that they dont love each other and decide to let eachother go.but deeply in they small heart who knows?wht are they thnkng about?
when time pasing by they start to thnk wht is the best and the real thng that they rili one too,if i were them i will regrate we never know?what has they gone thru together.
but when that boy gone to see that gurl n want to stop her from marying that boy he just giveup after what he see n he hear that women was pretnant.
for me i know what his feeling bcoz i have the same feeling that he has,
is hard for boys to find girl for replacemen for his first love,
i know bcoz i have tht same problem,even i know my gurl is now with another person,how much i hate her at the first time she leave me,it's just have gone as a memory now,she decide to forget me.and i know tht the best for her.
and if that boy proporse her,i hope tht she will easyly says"YES".
and never regrate coz puting me down n leaveing me behind.
i will always pray for her and him happienss together forever.
i write this after watchng smallvile.my fevrt movie.
continue watchng eiffel i'm in love.
thx for the time.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
BODOH
hem.pnh x aku pikir lame2 aku skse n bwt dri aku cdy np?
xingt ke pae die bwt mase mule2 3ari sblom br8?
mase ambk result pmr?mse2 kpl lg die bwt xtaw je kat kau?
kaw plak cm bdak bodo je merayu2 kat kaki die?mane pg maruah kaw?
ade lg mase kaw slalu msg pujuk die supaya jng pergi ape die bwt?
ade die reply kew?enth2 die gelak dngn kebodohan kaw merayu2 kt die?
mase bru bukak skolah kaw xckp pn ngn die?thn mase blik kaw bg die surat n tpp kat die?ade
msg kaw?pengujung keesokkan harinye die bg surat thn die tpp blik kat kaw?
kaw je bodo yg percaya yg die msh die ,dan die pkir perasaan kaw?
kaw jelar slalu nk jage ati die tp die?die bwng kaw mcm smph kowt lpas di janji mcm2 kt kaw?
mase birthday kaw,kaw tngu die msg kaw?tp pkol bpe bru die msg kaw?1 lbh?lwk..
kaw ni bodo sngt,pg cl die bwtpe?
kaw pn taw ,kaw pn nmpak die lg bhgia n hapy tnpe kaw?xpyhlar kaw pgng lg bnde yg die ckp die xbley hidup tnpe kaw?
kaw bodo sb msh tngu die?
mase kaw nangis ade die kat sisi kaw,mase kaw btol keseorngn n sedey ade kew dia kt sisi kaw?
ad ke die mase kaw skit?
xde,enyh2 die tngh bergembira sdngkn kaw tngh sedey n sakit yg amat2 kat sini.
kaw pkirlar smpai ble die nk dngn ego die?
die msti tngh suke ble kaw terhegeh2 kat die.
sdngkn die xpkirpn pasal kaw?
mase kaw btol2 kehilngn smngt taun ni untuk berlari ade kew die naikn smngt kaw?
xdekn?die tnglkn kaw n bwt xtawlg ad larkn?
sudahlar die xpnh pn cyg n pkir pasal kaw skrg?
kaw bodo.ngaku jela yg die sbrnye xnk pn besme kaw sb tu die lg sngup cri org bru untk ganti kaw ,walaupn setelah apw yg kaw lalui dngn die sekian lame?
aku xyakinlg pada diri aku bahawa die seseorg yg aku kenal/
sumpah selama ni aku xpnh cube sakiti die dan cube yg terbaik untuk bahagia kn die?
walaupn kdng2 cre aku xbtol.
kaw percayalar yg skrgni kaw tngh demam panas ,bru lpas mengis n lbh teruk besok game kaw?
ape die ngh wt?enth2 die tngh bersuka ria dngn penganti kaw tu,
dalar jnglar tunjuk yg kaw jelez sb kaw btol2 xdpt lupekan die.
dngrlar ckp:syera,afy,shasha,mama,
die xpnh pn ingtkat kaw?
if die seseorg manusia yg pkirkn perasaan org lain dan cinta yg kiteorg pnh bina die xkn pergi mcm tu dan biarkn kaw ngis sorg2,
terima jelar tiap kali die yg akn bwng kaw dan skitkn kaw,
sumpah smpai skrg aku msh sedey,kecewa n terkilan ape yg berlaku.
bnde2 yg die bwt kat aku semua rase mcm smlm bru terjadi,
aku xtaw smpai bile kau bleh berthn berda di sekeliling die dng ape yg aku tngok n dngr depan mate aku.
aku xtaw smpai bile aku nk biar diri aku terluka dngn ape yg aku terima..
aku xpnh pn mainkn perasaan org n cinta owg nape ni yg aku dpt?
hemm.skrg pkol 2pg bsok pkol 6pg nk lari hemm.
deman panas xlrt nk lari,aku xde smgt nk bwtpapepn.
yg aku taw cdy tmbh2 lg ape yg aku dngr diri dieorg.
hemm.xtaw ape nk aku ckplg.hati aku spe je yg taw ape yg aku rase dngn perbuatn die.
terima kasih bnyk2.
aku mmg bodo sb menungu benda yg hanya memporbodohkn diri aku!
terima kasih,selamat mlm.
xingt ke pae die bwt mase mule2 3ari sblom br8?
mase ambk result pmr?mse2 kpl lg die bwt xtaw je kat kau?
kaw plak cm bdak bodo je merayu2 kat kaki die?mane pg maruah kaw?
ade lg mase kaw slalu msg pujuk die supaya jng pergi ape die bwt?
ade die reply kew?enth2 die gelak dngn kebodohan kaw merayu2 kt die?
mase bru bukak skolah kaw xckp pn ngn die?thn mase blik kaw bg die surat n tpp kat die?ade
msg kaw?pengujung keesokkan harinye die bg surat thn die tpp blik kat kaw?
kaw je bodo yg percaya yg die msh die ,dan die pkir perasaan kaw?
kaw jelar slalu nk jage ati die tp die?die bwng kaw mcm smph kowt lpas di janji mcm2 kt kaw?
mase birthday kaw,kaw tngu die msg kaw?tp pkol bpe bru die msg kaw?1 lbh?lwk..
kaw ni bodo sngt,pg cl die bwtpe?
kaw pn taw ,kaw pn nmpak die lg bhgia n hapy tnpe kaw?xpyhlar kaw pgng lg bnde yg die ckp die xbley hidup tnpe kaw?
kaw bodo sb msh tngu die?
mase kaw nangis ade die kat sisi kaw,mase kaw btol keseorngn n sedey ade kew dia kt sisi kaw?
ad ke die mase kaw skit?
xde,enyh2 die tngh bergembira sdngkn kaw tngh sedey n sakit yg amat2 kat sini.
kaw pkirlar smpai ble die nk dngn ego die?
die msti tngh suke ble kaw terhegeh2 kat die.
sdngkn die xpkirpn pasal kaw?
mase kaw btol2 kehilngn smngt taun ni untuk berlari ade kew die naikn smngt kaw?
xdekn?die tnglkn kaw n bwt xtawlg ad larkn?
sudahlar die xpnh pn cyg n pkir pasal kaw skrg?
kaw bodo.ngaku jela yg die sbrnye xnk pn besme kaw sb tu die lg sngup cri org bru untk ganti kaw ,walaupn setelah apw yg kaw lalui dngn die sekian lame?
aku xyakinlg pada diri aku bahawa die seseorg yg aku kenal/
sumpah selama ni aku xpnh cube sakiti die dan cube yg terbaik untuk bahagia kn die?
walaupn kdng2 cre aku xbtol.
kaw percayalar yg skrgni kaw tngh demam panas ,bru lpas mengis n lbh teruk besok game kaw?
ape die ngh wt?enth2 die tngh bersuka ria dngn penganti kaw tu,
dalar jnglar tunjuk yg kaw jelez sb kaw btol2 xdpt lupekan die.
dngrlar ckp:syera,afy,shasha,mama,
die xpnh pn ingtkat kaw?
if die seseorg manusia yg pkirkn perasaan org lain dan cinta yg kiteorg pnh bina die xkn pergi mcm tu dan biarkn kaw ngis sorg2,
terima jelar tiap kali die yg akn bwng kaw dan skitkn kaw,
sumpah smpai skrg aku msh sedey,kecewa n terkilan ape yg berlaku.
bnde2 yg die bwt kat aku semua rase mcm smlm bru terjadi,
aku xtaw smpai bile kau bleh berthn berda di sekeliling die dng ape yg aku tngok n dngr depan mate aku.
aku xtaw smpai bile aku nk biar diri aku terluka dngn ape yg aku terima..
aku xpnh pn mainkn perasaan org n cinta owg nape ni yg aku dpt?
hemm.skrg pkol 2pg bsok pkol 6pg nk lari hemm.
deman panas xlrt nk lari,aku xde smgt nk bwtpapepn.
yg aku taw cdy tmbh2 lg ape yg aku dngr diri dieorg.
hemm.xtaw ape nk aku ckplg.hati aku spe je yg taw ape yg aku rase dngn perbuatn die.
terima kasih bnyk2.
aku mmg bodo sb menungu benda yg hanya memporbodohkn diri aku!
terima kasih,selamat mlm.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
i wish i'm the Devil Beside You:)
is insane wht i fell about u every day when i look at ur face n ur picture.i'm missing u damn much,no word can descripe what i fell now,
what i want from u is:trust,strong and enduring feeling,
even if it's a lie,
i wish what u really wanted to tell me is that the upcoming separation is for our future,
and i hear from ur gently lips that u have the same feeling that i always have on u, even we are far a part with our life without each other now,the truth is u always love n mising me for every single thing that u do,
and i will tell u that,
if u meet someone and wanted to be with him,letme love you in vain,it's fine.
because i have a feeling for the rest of my life that i'll love only you.
and thats the only truth and the only thing i do for you,
i'll wait for you.
iloveu..
i always cry behind u n never show it to u bcoz i don't want to show my weekness to you,
i always to try my best to be a men n be strong leaving without you,but i still can forget your face.
ur voice just playing in my head just like a tape recorder.I still feel your touch in my dreams.Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.Without you it's hard to survive
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.Need you by my side.Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.Can't you hear my heart beat so.I can't let you go.Want you in my life.Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.They wipe away tears that I cry.The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.You make me rise when I fall.
for now i see it with my eyes that boys is the one u love tottly more thn me ,n he's the reason that u are happy n forgerting me now.
i hope the box of memry still remain in ur head and it always be there for me to say that :
ilove and i missing u damn much.
today all i think is u coz u are far from my eyes here n when u are far from me,i always woried n thnking wht r u doing,n who r u with.
i know u never needed my care anymore,and mostly u never needed my love or my judgement about my felling about u from me,
but the only thing i want to tell u every night before my eyes closed is,
i always love n proud with u n what u are,
loveing u is the best thng ever hapen in my life,
hope that u are hapy with him now,
i'm always here if U are crying.
i always waiting for my cellfone to ring and the screen writed your name.
i always wanted to touch your softt hand and kissing gently your both palm.
i always want to be that person that u alwys missing n thinking about all night long before
u sleep,
i llways wnt to be the last voice in u head before the night chnge to morning,
and the first want to say goog morning to u,
i'm always waiting for u to say hai to me,
and watching me with your broken smile.
i'm always waiting you to watch the orian star with me.
i'm always miss to be that devil beside you.
LOVE YOU M.P
take care :)
i rily2 mis u now i swear.
your the only want i need arest of my life.
but,the truth is i never be with u again because u alredy loveing some one else more than ME.
SO LET IT BE LIKE THIS I ALL ALONE WITH THE MEMORY YOU LEFT A LONG,
good nyte dear. iloveuFOREVER.
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