HATIKU :(

sape yg lebih memahami hati sndri,selain kite sendiri.

cinta pertama memg sush nk dilupakan,lg2 bile kite da cube untk melupakan tp ia tetap ade di sekeliling kita.

aku skrg ibart layang2 putusnya tali.

aku telah hilang org yg betol2 aku cyg n cinta dlm hidup aku.

die ibart udara yg aku hirup setiap saat.kehilangan die ibrt telah kehilagan separuh dari hati aku dan ia telah tingalkan lubang yg sngt besar di dalam hati aku yg mungkin xdapat di tampal smpai bile2,

aku cube lupekn die,tp pikiran aku selalu membyng2kn diri die walaupon aku cdy,tp aku lebih rela die bahagia dngn cara nie.thx sb cite kat aku pasal die td.

but biarjelar die,just one thng i don't hope tht u just remember me when u are crying,n u forget me when u are smileing.

coz i know i'm always be the only reason tht u are crying,they are asking me the same question? do i jelez to look u n ur boyfie now?

my answer totally will be,let it be this way for the best for u,i know tht boy is beter thn me from wht i hear.

i hear tht u sick,i hope tht u will get well soon.

now i know u only remember me as a cry for u.i will never make u hapy.n i hope he will have alll tht i dont.love him right this time.hope u n him will last till end of time.

for me u are the only memory that is hard for me to forget.

missing u so much..

thx for the crys..

FATHERS DAYS:)

21/06/2009

we all two family just celebrate with simple style.mama beli kek untuk abh,ptg tuu kite org ajak abh mkn kat m.p.hahaha.

sbnrnye die xmkn bnyk pn.aku ngn mama yg melantak ngn steamboat nye.n pastu order plak spegety wah cdp2!

lpas makan cehh!maghrib nk abis da pkol 8.10p.m abh ajak blik? gaye je nk blik padehal lpak ngok ade show acrobatic ape enth dpn m.p tuu.stngah jam kemudian,mama plak ajak blik.jln depan je skit tibe2 ade seorng gadis mepelawa kami sekeluarga maelyn brng bru ogawa! ahahha xjd blik lg test lar itu,ini.urut kaki ,urt bdn,fvrt aku hahah urut pale smbl dngr mp4 .hahahah.

abh kene urut smpai tertidur! lwk toll mlm tuu!

da pkol 10p.m kite org pon balik lah ke rumah sb besok abh kne wat pelancaran koperasi skola anderson! so hapy fathers day! heheheh

malam yang indah:)

mlmni cntik sngt! rindu mase 2,die pn ske gak tiga bintang tuu smpai skrg aku cri ape name bintang2 tuu.aku ske langit yg gelap tetapi d taburi bintang2,xpe kalau xde bulan pn sb bintang masih menerangi mlm ni. aku slalu mimpi nk pegi ke stu padang yg lapang yg hanye ade aku sorg2 jew waktu mlm2.padang tu tinggi dan lapang dari stu aku nk tngok permandangn stu kawasan dengan detemani lampu2 bintang.mesti cantik kalau berada kat tempat mcm 2,mcm cite KANGEN.best sngt. emm.tp bleh thn lar idup dlm kekosongan skrg?aku pn xtaw ape aku cari? tp kdng2 aku pkir gak .baik diam kan diri dan biar aku jew tau sape yg aku btol2 cyg n perlukan? nangis? rindu? enthlar.cuti beb 2mingu xde respon pon? ade lg kew aku dlm dunia dia? hahaha.penat jugak kdng2.kemalsan yg menjadi2 skrg,train? aku bdak olahraga lg kew? yup.aku da gemok naik 5kg jew xbnyk.da mls nk pikir.lg pikir lg cdy,knpe nk sekse diri?aku boleh kn?aku cube xmau ade kekosngn pada waktu dlm idup aku,sb aku xnk teringat kat die.rindu ?mmg rindu ?xde kate yg boleh terangkn rindu aku kat die? biarlar akuje yg taw sedalam mane aku ingt kn die?pnt gle bru2 nie 3-4 ari jugak lar xtido.lyn pale otak gile aku nie.abah bru blik dri sabah perh rase cm rugi plak xikot die ge.mcm best jew tngok die bwk blik bnyk gile bnde.haha.blik skol td ujan lbt ,jln kaki lar td dngn syhkir.sampai je umh dkt kol 4.30pm aku tido smpai pkol 8.30pm td,mama gerak suroh mkn.adui,arini ari first mama bukak kedai die ckp so far so gud lauk yg die jual hbs di jual.alhamdulilah.aku ske lg family aku idup sderhana mcm skrg.walaupon ade skit masalah kewangn tp aku rase aku xperlukn duit kowt mase skrg,aku xnk nyusahkn abh ngan mama,biarlar org knl aku sbgai seorg biasa n jng chop aku lg aku ank dato! fuck aku xske btol org pangil aku ank dato! babi! i just want a simple life n love that is truely made for me,aku xnk lg bersedih xnk lg terluka so biarlar mcm ni aku hidup single lg bgos.sb dlm aty aku msh berat nk terima ape yg die wt kat aku,still bnde tuu ade dpn mate aku. aku xnk tersekat kat tngh2 due pompuan ni lg so skrg kite kwn jelar beter k,sb i ske stu ari nanti i akn kecewa kn u dng perangai n sikap i? n i xley bimbing u k,sb i cetek tentang agama.so cri lar org lain yg btol2 bleh bimbing korg.and totally aku xlyk lg untuk ade kn hbngn kasih.emm.sory gurl i thnk kite x kpl lar k,kite just teman tp mesra mungkin i jnis guys yg cpt terpikat n cpt ske kt org tp thts not mean i m just to simpe to stold my heart,pkir blik lg k,bru lg kenal n i pn cam terdesak perlukan kasih cyg yg ilang 5bulan ni,tp forme i xsedia lg lar untuk one more love?biarlar pe org nk ckp tp i xnk cdy lg.skit sngt yg lpas pn smpai skrg i xdpt lupekn apetah lg if mule blik kpl u plak bwt hal,no!no!no! i xnk skit sngt sory,no more love for me.kite bleh teman tp mesra ok! thts all gud nite!

standing on my foot:)

this holiday,is just not the same anymore..
i gone to kedah on the lastday before she gone bck here . n that night i m thinking about her.emm.but is this felling still real.lately many thng that i read n saw about her?
i dont rili know do i know her anymore or do her know me anymore? hemm.i m skiping super. but i still will be at the stadium to suport theme .the open ceremony is to lame,nothng coll thning.they kipt ask the same question:x main super kew? n my answer tottaly: da cct xley main..emm.
quite some time she is gone now,not even a msg or call.i know now she is not here anymore? congrats again u in metro harian! ths nice.
i alwys wnt to be that person the u remember the most n i thnk is to late now?u forget me tottaly.wt a lame life here now?nothng to do,n nothng to share.
i miss te joy,i miss trck.so long my feet dint touch the ruber trck! i miss it damn much!
but mybe this the time i find your reserve,bcoz looks like u find someone to stnd on my place now?
woow! he is good the same hooby n game lover like u?i m not,i m just some runer tht u never understnd wht m i to be.but lately i thnk alot about you,n my small heart tell me tht i do miss u alot,even i say u are selffish.
i hope tht u are just find with her.
and i hope u rili love him more thn me.
good luck for your game!
i wnt to tell u somethng,u r right i never understnd u,n i never be a girl to understnd u.
last love for u gud luck for ur game.
hope u rili forget me now!
bcoz u never know me again..
bintnag1211 feat.mumu.

mumu mis u alot she tell me,to sent u a regrat..
havefun.gud luck gurl..