welcome to my life :D

hey manje thx for everythng after all this time

my heart say:

Hush Hush Lyrics

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way 
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

mungkin kecik,

hemm.let me tell u a litle bit about me? u can hurt me easly,even whn u are dont know u are doing it. mungkin hnye sy ternampk sesuatu atau terbace sesuatu,itu pon boley wy sy sdey.cpt terasa dan kuat emo.itular sy dri dulu smpai skrg bnde itu xkn penah berubh?emm.myspace? top fren?wow! i know u for 4years lar, tp..dieorg lg layak ke?hahahh

enthlar,xtaw lar,who m'i now?n i xtaw spe yg i tngh ckp?i wnt to be with someone but enthlar,is hard to know it?da jauh da skrg?i'm not turning back,u yg bwt semua ni.so xkn i plak yg kne terhegeh2.hujan2,sian mama. da 4ari niaga dlm ujan. emm.i elegic to rain now,xtaw npe mcm smlm kne ujan je bdn naik lar bngkak2.hemm.da mcm kambing.

emm.penat terjage mlm tiap2 ari terpikir kan sesuatu dan memikirkn masih sme kah hari esok ku?enthlar,i'm totlly confused right now?forget it at all,beron da,xtawlar pe yg aku tulis?tp nk tulis blog pkirlain tulis lain?

i'm glade :D

selesai puasa ari ke-5 berpuasa.

i'm glade that i can help my mama berniaga kat bazar,baru aku merasa mcm mane peratnye org susah tolak roda tiga berniaga,hahahha mama kononlar gimek nk nampk cm old fashion tolak roda tiga,hahah uptular mamam,fitri tolong je. let me do all the heavy stuf u just sit down n relaks? mama tnye aik,dulu puasa2 pon kamu pg traning,np skrg mama da xnmpk kamu ptg2 ge training?emm.enthlar mcm mane nk jwb,stu kne gntong?pasal raja tu? scnd:xpyhlar train if fitri pg train spe nk tolng mama petng2 ni?lgpn i m quiting olahraga,spike oren tu da ade owg pon nk bli,is time to say gud bye to olahraga,this year i will ful time helping u at the kitchen,xpelar.kalau kite nk susah kite sush ank brnk sme2 oke?biarlar olahraga tu jd cume cita2 zman fitri budak2 dulu,lgpon lg bpe bulan je msti ade pecah record fitri da,heheh so lame2 org akn lupe muhd fitri b omar,

thx to u girl,finaly i phm,if kite cyg seseorg.kite xsemstinya bersama orgtu,emm.cptlar blik dri sungai petani tu,i kinda miss u,xtawlar pe perasaan ni.tp i btol2 wujud.xtipu.hemm.u make me understnd kite xboley selalu berlindung di bwh byg2 org lain.mungkin btol,kite xboley selalu membiarkn org mnyakiti kite.i'm glade i know u.thx f. . . ?

hemm.no more olahraga,sy nk berkerja bersunguh2 ramdahn ni,setakatni xdelar wonger2,xwujud kot taun ni,hehehehthx kwn2,thx alot for you suport! rajin2 dtglar lpk kt bazar ngn aku lg,mendap dowh! hahahaha selamt tingal olahraga,selling all my stuff, runing wears,spike,beg,tight mizuno kesyng aku,adisprint yg beli dri eyra,line7 lekat warne biru,adidas kesygn aku  tali warne ijau putih,hahahah ksot 3kali johan msspk record! n 200m final kebngsaan kt peneng! hhahhaha

thx for reding,mis u all friends!

bulan puasa :D

hemm.xsangke gak da tige ari aku berpuasa,rase cm cepat sngt mase berlalu.taun ni berpuasa sorng2 xde da nk buke puasa kt mcd.heheheh kngn yg lampau,pnt sngt 3ari ni yelar pkol4 da nk bkak bzar 3ari berturut ujan ngn lebat,mungkin tuhan nk menguji kiteowg.mama ckp tu hujan rahmat,best sngt bile ade jiran2 berniaga,bile nk tutup je bertukar2 brg mkn.hahah wah sedap sngt2,penat sngt2.adui xtawlar nk wtpe lg dlm bulan puasa ni.busan sngt2. kdng2 sush sngt bile da sorg2 sngt ni,teringat dulu2.hey if u xcyg i n xboley terime i xpyh lie to me tht u miss n love me?xde ponit pon kan u wt cmtu,u lg hapylar skrg?xperlukn i pon. wah.penatnye berfikir kdng2 heheheh.da buntu xtaw nk wtpe n nk ckp pe da?biarjelar.up2u is ur life not mine. pnt da nk terhegeh2 nie cm berok je,cm bgos sngt? hahahah cam i ni xdeperasaan plak,adui busan dengn perangai awk,ikot ske awk lar,kalau sy boley je tlng awk n ingt kat awk npe awk xboly?sb awk ingt sy ni terhegeeh2 kat awk kn?adui dalar wak ikot ske awk lar,da pnt sy mencuba.btw selamat berpuasa n hope sihat sentiasa.nk demam mkn lar ubt oke!

smpai skrg sy xtaw ape yg sy nk sebernye dri idop sy?kdng2 idop ni rase cm sest sngt tnpe arah tuju?siapa sy?ape sy? hahah kdng2 rase cm enthlar mmg sy dilahirkn untuk disakiti oleh owg ke?knpe semua ni awk kne bg sy rase? pedih sngt smpai skrg?adui.. da xbest da puasa tahun ni,xtawlar nk pkir pe da.lntk lar.papeje.slmt berbahgia. selamt berpuasa :)

remaind me of someone

AKON-KEEP YOU MUCH LONGER

Wish I could keep you much longer

I know you gotta go cuz you got things to do

Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you to busy for me girl like I was to you

Wish I could stop by
And maybe say hi
Wish I could jus stop by
And lay by your side

The tables have turned
And I've finally learned
That this is makin up for every day I was gone
And that's why I'm concerned
But now it's confirmed
That you spread your wings and learned to fly all alone

Darkness in the night
I'll find that light for you
As long as I got eyes
I'll have a sight for you
Long as I am alive baby I'd die for you
I wanna be with you

Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you to busy for me girl like I was to you

Wish I could stop by
And maybe say hi
Wish I could jus stop by
And lay by your side

You're always on my mind
While I'm racin
While I'm paper chasin
You were there when I said one day I'd get up out that basement
Playin as my agent
For you, there's no replacement
You will always be my girl
And you can hold me on that statement

Darkness in the night
I'll find that light for you
As long as I got eyes
I'll have a sight for you
Long as I am alive baby I'd die for you
Wanna be with you

Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you to busy for me girl like I was to you

Wish I could stop by
And maybe say hi
Wish I could jus stop by
And lay by your side

Baby I know you
And how we do
Doin exactly what I taught you
Gotta get that money first
Before you come spend that precious time with your boo
And I know I gotta just take it
Even though it's drivin me crazy
Always wanted to see my girl make it

Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you to busy for me girl like I was to you

Wish I could keep you so much longer

Wish I could stop by
And maybe say "hi"
Wish I could jus stop by
And lay by your side

Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you to busy for me girl like I was to you

Wish I could keep you baby
I just wanna keep you longer

are u rili wnt to see me hapy?

shit? this is the second time i repeat typing this blog?the first one pnjng2 sngt2 tp tibe ilng semua?hemm.enthlar bnyk luahan yg i nk bgtaw kt u dlm page yg terpadam tu?tp da ilang.hem.. do u thnk that i m hapy now?after wht u sent to me and now?u event xreply msg i yg i antr kt u?kdng2 i kecewa ngn u?bile u msg n u perlukan bantuan n seseorg i pernah pon sekali biarkn u sorng2 n xhiraukn u?tp npe u xboley wt bnde yg sme kt i?np u xboley bersikap adil ngn i n perasaan i?hemm. u ckp u nk i hapy? am i hapy right now? whit what u are doing to me now? u ckp u jugak xnk tngok air mate i lg? is this the way u make stop ,my tears? u ckp u xnk i disakiti lg? adekah ini cre u nk i xdisakiti lg? u tell me somthng tht i want to know? u suro i cll,i cll sb i risau ade pape jd kt u?hemm.tp u? pe u wt mse i cll? btw i dngr semua yg u ckp,hemm.i diam mase tu sb i sedih sngt2 sb i sngke u cite lg semua ni kt i,n i miss tht momnts hemm. tp u? adekah u pkir bnde yg sme terhadp i? do u rili love me n miss me like u say? i wnt to know? np u cpt sngt dpt lupekn i? np u nk lari dri pd knyataan yg u pon xbloey lupekn i setelah pe yg kite lalui n pe yg kite da wt sme2? sekah u rase jln terbaik bg semua tu adelar berpisah,berjauhan ,lupekn n u cri lain? cmtu? are u thnk tht my love at u is that simpe? do u thnk my love on u is just like a blnk paper tht u can throu it whn u has done with it? m'i tht not valueble to u ? pnh u pkir pastu mcm2 kite laui n bwt? u buang i cmtu je? u xrase rugi?ble u bng pagi i da xde dlm idop u? pnh u pkir x ape i pkir mse tiap2 ari i nmpk u dlm kelas yg sme,dlm baris yg sme blkn i? pnh u pkir x skse menahn dri pd ber ckp ngn u? pnh u pkir pe i rase setiap mse? u ckp u phm pe perasaan i mse tu? ckplar pe yg u ckp u phm? if u phm i rase u msti xnk kite mcm nie dA?pe dosa i n slh i yg besar sngt smpai u hukum i dngn perpisahan ni? ckplar xcukup lg kew i kne fitnah ngn org2 luar sb u break dng i ialah? i kuat maen pompuan,i plok girl kat ckub? i tongang? i playboy? i curang? i yg tingalkn u? btol ke smue nie? bglar taw dunia? smpai bile dunia nk fitnah i? hemm.ckpje sb btol kite break ape? i pn teringin sngt nk taw dri u? hemm.u ckp je u bosan ngn i? n u ade owg lain mse tu? ckp je,knpe u nk biarkn owg buruk sngke n slh sngke kt i? hemm,jht sngt kew muhd fitri b omar ni? pe sbrnye slh i smpai u sngop bwt mcm ni?slh kew i bercinte n cyg u? dri form1 u lar yg selalu nye buat keputusan smua u je yg tentukan? u ckp break,kite break? u ckp kite cntc kite cntc,u wt xtau ,u wt xtau? u skiti i,u skiti i?kdng pnh u pkir x spe u sbnrye smpai u sngop menghukum i? tnpe memberi alsn yg munasabah? adekah i ni xlyk diberi peluang?setelah bnyk peluang yg i bg kt u dngn kesalhn2 lampau u?pnh i ambk ati ngn pe yg u pnh wt kt i?temasok u tipu i berulang2 kali?u nk i ungkit kew?hwmm.ckplar pe slh i smpai u suro i lupekn u? pe i wt? i cume nk ....hemm.xdepapealr? mungkin dulu i bdk2 tp bukan lg sekarg? u suro i pkir pnjng sblom bwt papepn tp u rase u pkir ke pe yg u wt skrg? xkn u xphm2 lg pe yg i rase skrg? pls.berhnti wt ati i mcm nie? u nk kte mcm ni smpai bile form5?smpai abis skola? smpai u kawin ngn owg lain dpn mate i? smpai kite mati? or smpai i pergi sebelom u bru u nk phm n nyesal? slh i ke  i cyg u? u ingtlg x mse 121108 our anyvsary? pe uckp n jnji kat i? knpe u mungkir? knpe u tipu i? knpe u nk khianati i? y? knpe usng sngt dpt pngnti i? y? mmg u dicipta mcm tu kew? i tnye u ,u hapy kew? u tros ltk smpai arini u xreply i?thn u antr msg mepek2 suro i lupekn u n jauhkn dri dari u?pe maksod u?knpe u perlu wt smpai mcmni? knpe? pe i wt? mlm tu icll so? hemm.tell me? knpe kite makin lme makin terok n ilng dlm jln yg xde penyudah nye? we know tht we still each other so much? stop lying with our filling? hemm.u taw i ngh tngu jwbpn n msg u? stop trding me like a strngeR? who m i rili to u? i xnk lg kite mcm ni? i da xsngop nk sba ngn semua? ini bukan cubaan atau dugaan die? tp ini u yg wujudkn,pls dear stop hurting me n my soal? tell me pe yg u btol2 nk dri kite skrg? kwn? u tell me? i m waiting for u answer,pls berhent wt i kecewa ngn sikap u?i juge manusia biasa mcm u?buka mata hati u n berpikirlar mcm org yg matang n berperasaan,hemm. pkir juga perasaan i?smpai bile u nk tngok i cm ni n sedey je ? T.T

3a.m in the morning

hemmmmmmmmmm.terjage dri tido pkol 3pg merasakn seprti ade bnde trtingl n seakn-akn perlukan pelukan manja seseorg,mimipi td.ingt da......penat sngt arini,lpas pg bertukang,ptng berggas dtg skola.pasang bendera.xske! xske! xske! cukuplar,aku da nampak tu,hapy? bgoslar. mse aku tngh pasang bndera aku nmpk meja die ade tulis sesuatu,thn dlm hati aku ckp hemmm.phm da,semasa tu aku mcm sentap jap.mcm mungkin skrglar mase untuk terima kenyataan yg ia mmg berlaku dan ia bkn mimipi lg,lpaskn je,hemmm.lpasni die xkn rndu n sebut tntng kamu lg.die da mula menjumpaai kebahgian die?kmu bile lg?kdng2 aku nk sngt ckp.kebahgianku,terletak di bahu kamu?kalau kamu nk tau.
terjage je td,aku resah mcm nk tngok sesuatu,tp bile aku bkak?hemm.is nothng there? xde tntng pape yg aku nk taw. enthlaa.mungkin xpyh pkir da,die xphm ape yg aku rase n pkir skrg.
ku pejamkn mataku, kau hadir di sisi

enthlar,perasaan hampe ni muncul blik stlah sekian lame die ilang,tertido dri pkol 7.20pm td smpai 3pg dan inilar aku.
besok da akhir da,aku arap yg somethng will hapen in tomorow,or i never see her again..hemm.T.T miss that girl in my potrait. unlucky to know her with someone else....pnt .bngpon smte2 nk tunaikn hjat ati,tp kecewa.dalar nk smbg tido blik.

sepi :(

walaupon bebas dari masalah dunia yg tercipta oleh diriku,
tp aku masih diselubungi kesedihan yg mendalam di dalm aty ini,
aku xsuka perasaan yg dicpta oleh dunia,
kesedihan yg meliputi seluruh alam ku,
penipuan yg keluar dari bibir2 nye,
dan lakunan plasu seorng insan yg bergelar manusia.
semua yg diberi dan ditunjukan kepada ku adlar palsu,
hilang di masa aku memerlukanya, aku benci dngn jasadnya!
perjalanan yg gelap dihitung dari tubuh ku yg kecil,bergerak ke depan dngn melangkah,anak tanga yg kecil dngn perasan hampe aku rebah ditelan masa,kerinduaan dan cinta yg lenyap dri sisi ku,membuatkn aku membenci untuk terus bernyawa.
kerosakn diri sehari2 demi sehari cuba di cari,
penyeksaan yg ditingalkan oleh insan yg xpernah mengenang aku sunguh mengecewakn?
sdekah ini yg dipangil cinta sejati? ditingl lalu disakiti?
angung nya diri mu,melayan dan menhancurkan insan seperti ku?
teknologi perpetahhan aku berkata-kata terhnti di ruang mase bila kau bersma si dia?
kecelikan suara dan kelipan mata ku berhenti sejenak apabila melihat bungayg ditaman disambar kumbng itam,hati pilu dan terluka ibarat tertikam pisau hnga ke lubuk hati dlm.
kau buat ku rebah di hujung dunia yg gelap tanpa seberang cahaya,kau kejam.
hati ku xpernah ade cahaya atau d beri cahaya sejak ari itu,kau gelapkan pandangn dunia ku dengan sikap dan tingkah laku dunia mu.
aku hilang bersama sepi yg kau beri.
di tiup angin dingin hinga ke dunia kematian...
semoga itular yg kau impikan selama ini,
terima kasih kerana menghancurkan segenap harapan...

HARI SIAL :(

HEMM.maslh tu timbul lg.zumeme fucker! ambk no mama n cl pasal rmbt! slps abs semua paper pkol 2. sham ngn rahimah pangil aku ge pjbt?hbs kne saiko pasal bnde tu.die suro aku stlekn rm200 ari ni b4 pkol 6.aku perang ngn pukimak pnye pendek tu da pkol 3.die cucuk2 syam plak.pantat hng nk gado ke babi! adelg 3jam.hemm.aku jln blik ke umh afy ngn perasaan mra n cdy sngt2 pas ape aku dngr! azim dtg bwk moto pencarian duit bermula,aku drive dri pkol 3-smpai 8.40pm. akrnye setlh berkumpul ngn kwn2 dpt gak duit rm200 tu,thx to afy,lah,qaz,aus,shrk,wan,afiq,hunain,shahmi,kwn terbaik bg aku. T.T hemm.tnpe korg enthlar pae aku ade lg dlm idop nie.

thx again girl u make it again,i dont rili know how to say it again to u,i'm tired allready. just do n be wht ever u want to be. jng hiraukn my felling.

smpai umh,msg2 ngn_ _ _ _.xreply lg?

hemmm.dalar up2u.

tibe2 mama cl,kreta bah kne pecah kat simpang tige .hbs stock minyak wangi rm15ribu ilang n labtop aku kne curi babi btol!

pe hal arini sial sngt,knpe kiteowg stu keluarga di uji smpai mcm ni?

hemm.knpe bukan mereka,tp kite/

y?

adil ke bg kami/

hemmmmm.sory,i;m to frast today n sedih sngt2 after wht i hear?

hemmm.i just one someone to hug and hold me?hemmm.i'm tired i dont wnt to do this anymore.i hate this part.n i hate you!

u nver understnd me! thx oke!

LOST :(

where were u? or maybe who r u?

hemm.at first momments i fill shock n very hapy.

hemm.u has come back?but what just hapen?
hemm.at first moment u are being to kind to me but at the second moment i wakeup.u just gone just like all the thng yesterday hapen it just like a dream?

hemm.do i look dump? or do i just plying around?

i dont rili know wht just hapen the happyness just vanish whn i wake up there is still nothng from u?

m'i forgeting somethng?ur with someone else now?m'i dreaming tht we are talking yesterday?

at one moments u take my breath away,but at the second momnts u strt to hurting me again?

is it this is wht u want to show to me?

a lie or a drama?whn i strting to trust u? u turn back on me again?

at first mommt i wakeup with full joy,i texting u good mornig for some reason? but....

i gone to school with a big smile hope tht u will gve me one of it to? but...

it seems like,it just like nothng hapen to u?

ermmm.r u try to prove somethng or u just wnt to make me unhapy with life?

tell me bout it?wht hapen?

i'm totally confused with ur atituted right now?

do i have to trust u again?
if u wnt people to trust u stop hurting people felling n life?

it just not the real u i know?

u chnge alot?
hemm.and i dont rili know if we are fren?bcoz at one moment we are and the next morning u just treat me like strnger to u? u are a good actor if u wnt to know?

i thnk i'm not part of ur list i guess?

sometime i try want to understnd wht are u thnking but everytime i try u alwys make me down.i just can do it. i hate this felling if u want to know. n i hate to look stupit. T.T

thx again.

think about it,just u know wht rili hapen to us? u want it to be like this ?

thnk bout it,i'm tired of ur game dear.

saturday morning :)

pagi ku bermula dengan aman,menyedut udara yg segar tanpa duka lg.
terguling-guling di ats katil ku yg besar.heheheh
memekirkan 2jam lg akn ke sekolah, perlhn2 ku turun dari katil ku,lalu menyelongkah almari ku untuk mencari bhn2 yg kwn2 ku suro.adui. semangat btol mamat poyo ni!
ku suro mamaku mengejotkan abh ku bngn supaya tidak lmbt ke sekolah.
tepat pukol 9pagi aku bergerak ke sekolah(konon) singah ke 7e untuk tpp dan reply msg2 smlm hari.
tibe2 terlencong ke kopitiam,abh ajk brekfirst dulu. duduk je di meja depan kedai .selpas mengoder,aku terlihat kelibat sebuah kereta putih dan insn didlm nye di trfik light di depan kopitiam owhh..rupe2nye die.... dalar.abh mule menguok2 aku.hahah
lpas je mkn abh terus antr aku ke sekolah,pedot telah menalifon ku berulang2 kali. kecoh tol lar.
pertandingn batik.mule2 semak gile xtaw nk lukis pe?tp penghujung stelah mencuri2 isea org lain ahahha kami brjaya,paan mengngu aku di dlm bilik seni lalu menyuap rojak ke dlm mulot aku ,aku mkn tanpe menyoal siapa yg bwk kerana terlalu lapa?pastu paan ckp nk lg ke pg mintak kat _ _ _ _?
hahah owh yekew xpelar,seganlar.
stlah siap batik aku blik ke kelas tp pe bile msk ke kelas aku melihat permandngn yg aku xske tngok,lantak kat hang lar.aku da x kesah sngt da.selaps ape aku dengar dri mulot org2 tu bru aku taw yg ang mcm ni?bhntilar oke.dalr.berfoya2!
kdng2 nyesal gak,xtaw plak mase kite sme2 dulu ang mcm ni?
dalar lantak lar ang boleh pikir kn?hahahah semoga hapy2 selalu jelar.
insiden pinjam stpler,emm. meor ckp nk stpler _ _ _ _ ade?no komen lar but thx oke.
u did a great job.
insiden aku tnye kotak pensel sape,xtaw plak die pnye? segan btol.
hbs je semua meor suro bdak2 pg bli mkn?nk bli cm mane semua bdak asrama kn?
aku pon pglar bli ngn epoi gigi,hahahaha cm mat rempit da pusng2 skali semua hbs,last2 bli kat ehsan je.lame sial tngu abh dah kol2 die da smpai dlm skola,
aku pon terbang lar blik lpas beli je.
smpai je semua kwn2 berbot nasi lemak n air sirap. aku xley lame sbb da jnji nk teman abh maen bowl aku pon slm2 bergegas ke kereta. dri 11 bungkos nasi aku hnye terima 9ucapan + aku 1 =10 ,hemm.1 lg xdihargai pon,rase mcm hampe.xpelar. mkn knyng2 k kwn.dush2 aku berjln ke kereta sedih skit.
smpai je umh mamam marybrown tros siap shoot ngn abh ge p8 hahah maen bowl 3game,first game aku mng,scond wan and third abh menag hahahaha. best plakk.
hehehe abs game abh ge tngok bola bowl?
nk bli kew?
hahahahahhhah dalr,arini best sngt tp mungkin adelar yg kurang hapy,biarlar kaw da besar pndai2 ;ar pkir n hargasi org sekeliling dari pd pandng selek kat kaw?
hahahah nk sttlekn masalah yg ade pastu nk idop tenang je xnk ade prob da nyesal da.hope ade org akn tolong kali nie.
fififififififififififififififiififfifiiffifiifififififififififfififififififiifififififififififififfiifififiifffffffffffffffffffffifififiiffififiififififififi!
mane die!!!!!!

hati riang:)

permulaan sekolah hampa,tidak mahu berckp mengenai nya,
tergelak bersama wan unte,ashrn,paan dan cpng.
wan unte seolah2 ingin mengorek rahsia disebalik hati aku.terdiam terus melemparkan senyuman palsu yg dikirimkan daripada iblis ku.
terseyum ape bile terlihat die.dielar gadis yg membuat ku tertarik dan jatuh cinta kembli,walaupn tua ku setahun.kali ni aku akn btol2 berusaha untuk die.
sy akn cube phm,lgpn awk comel.izinkn sy melalui ramdhan yg sepini bersama awk,izinkn sy menyambut syawal bersama awk. sy perlukan seseorg skrg.
bunyi loceng berkumandang,berjln dengan hampe mensisiri tanga usang sekola ku,ternampak die.biarlar.
mengampiri pintu berlkng skola tibe2 berbunyi hon pon!pon!pon! rupanya wahai adikbrdik ku da n cikgu zack bersam kereta baru nya! woooohuu! jazz! tnpe rncngn aku imbrn dan wan menaiki kereta tnpa hala tuju selpasa membuat riuh bdi dlm sekola dngn memusing2 di tpk perhimpunan tnda ingin menjuk kerta bru nya,lalu kami keluar tnpe arh tuju tibe2 kami terasa lapa dan terus bergerak ke vageyy! wah mkn puas2 ckgu zck blnje!
thx bro u the best! mse blik aku imbrn menylk didlm kereta lagu,i don't wnt to close my eyse ,don't want to fall a sleep coz i miss u beb and i dont want to miss a thng!
hahahahah sakai.
blik umh trus tido,ape bile terjaga hujan turun dngn lbt,seakan-akan merindui seseorg.
perasaan mls di bls lar msg sofia mengajak aku ke skola ,pglar. sofia seorg adik agkt yg comel dan baik aty. cll shark,shrk ambik aku!
hahaha pergi ke umh afy semua da ade ke?
yup ,jum grak skola tngok org lari2 hahahah,jum.
bergeraklar sekumpulan kwn2 gile ke skola,
berlari2 penghujungnya dimengi oleh kelas 4k1 hahaha boring sial,rase cm nk lari je.tp mls da gemok!
dpt msg dri dy,tibe2 ati rase ingn mendekati nya.
hehehhe.pergi ke pasar mlm beramai2,tibe2 hujan turun dngn lebat.kami seakan2 lipas kudung berlari lar lintang pukang cam budak2 mencri mkn,lalu di beli aym dan rojak buah,berlari2 lg ke umh afy,da lmbt aku dan shrk blik dgn tongkang ex5 die.ahahah meredah hujan ibrt gay.sejuk sngt2 hahaha aku pelok shrk kuat2 mmg da mcm gay.
hahahah
smpai umh,mama ckkp ge mandy nk kuar mkn kt kdai bru:simpang tiga!
hhaha taksub seprti biasa aku,abng wan dan abg yan dngn mini disko yg bru di kuarkn dri jpj hahahah da x tinted da.sian tp dlm da style gle vavi lether pnye seet rm2000 wah?!!!
dpt msg dri shasha,hey beb jgn ngs is just i blog this i wrote xde kne mgne ngn spe2 pn.iarlar xde owg hargai blogni.tp u phm.thx kwn2 tnpe korg aku x rase yg aku mampu brnfs dan boleh terus melangkah. thx.afy,shrk,shami,aus,shasha,my new nady love u so much! jgn hampe kn i oke. i'l try for u. thx kwn2 i love u all! enthlar xtaw nk tulis pe sjak due mnjak ni rungsing ade prob bsar sngt.nk sttle kn cpt dan nk hidup bebs! i miss u bb!
today i fill tht my soul finaly free, i'm hapy. i must dump all the pain that some freak leave to me.n i thnk as long that u are here with me i will be oke dear.thx.

mendap :(

pg td aku bngn lbh kurg dlm 6.20pg berguling2 diats katil aku memikirkan same ade nk pg skola ke x?
berguling-berguling punye berguling tngok2 da pkol 6.50pg.aku memutuskan untuk tidak pg ke sekola.sb pale otak terlalu rungsing disebabkn sesuatu. tidor smpai pkol 11.30pg.busan bngn bkk cmptr ngok cite sayng u can dance +a night at the mesuem2.smpai pkol4 lbh.pastu pg mandi kuar lpak umh makcik:( xtrain lg da msk 2bulan setengah aku mls train bdn da berat 5kg.enthlar sjak injurd rase mcm nk pencen lar dri sukan2 ni,nk lpak n enjoy je mase yg ade.pastu da pkol 6.30ptg aku ge umh afy lpak2 busan2 gak pastu jln2 lar kwsan umah afy smpailar tersesat kt mafia.adui busan.pkol 7.50 ptg blik umh.smpai umh pkak pc on9,x mandi pon.smpai pkol 9.30mlm suro adik pg bli burger lapo.mama suro book flight untuk pg sarawak blan 10 nie.mama ckp:mama tngok kamu taun ni da mkin mls nk pg skola?npe?ade mslh ke?
aku diam je xjwb pape.enthlar rungsing dngn seseorg nie. pastu mama tnye bsok nk mama bg alsn pe plk tulis surat nie?
hahaha aku ckp kt mama tulis jelar papepn. i filling sick of someone now. muak lar ,rase mcm xnk jumpe da pon ade?mls nk ...enthlar.saba eyh hati xlame da.. just relkx.

rungsing :(

2a.m. still can't sleep.terlalu rungsing dengan kehidupan yg xtaw bile akn wujud penghujung yg mengembirakn.
sampai bile angin yg bertiup asyk ingin membwa kesepian.
smpai bile langit yg biru asyk ingin berselindung di belakng awan mendung,
smpai bila bulan asyk nk dibayngi kepanasan yg ditimbulkn oleh matahari?
dunia berputar ikot paksi yg berbeza skrg,manusia mempunyai pandngn yg berbeza2,
begitu juga aku setelah lame menghitung hari,rupanya madu yg ku tungu x lar semanis dulu,ia hnyelar sebuah ubt yg pahit yg aku xkn pernah tahu rasenya selgi aku tidak menelan nye.
seseorg yg makin hari membuat aku makin muak dngn perangai yg ditunjukkan di depan mate ku,seolah2 pelakon yg ingin mencari perhatin semua org,just be your self and stop acting like a dumb child. if u like to stay like this and make a shit of our future coming life,oke suit you. i try everythng to get close to u?but what u give me is a pain and over acting drama thats child makes.
i don't rely know wht hapen to u?
tp tiap2 ari nampak bnde yg sme kdng2 rase muak pon ade nk trus berada di sekeliling anda?
arini xtaw asl rungsing sngt,mungkin rungsing ni xbersebb,mungkin aku lg hapy kalau semua memori dihitamkan dan hard disk kepala ku di format semula agar aku xmengenali kamu,
kerana jika terus mengenali pon ape guna kamu mewujudkan persengketaan dan ego yg terlampau-lampau tingi smpai sy pon xtaw spae sbrnye awk?
but some time my heart screaming this: i wish that i could cry,up upon my knee.
i just want to find the better part of me,but is hard for u.
i'm tired of being a shadow,i want to get free now and get my own sunshine,yar maybe xslh berkawn dan hidup lebih sosial skrg,i learn it from you.
rungsing sngt2 smpai kdng2 rase mcm nk pejam je mata supaya dpt melupakn sejenak tntng dunia yg menyedihkan ni.
awk da besar pndai2 lar awk pikir,sy nk tngok sejauh mane kadar kematangn awk berfikir.
enjoy the drama that u make. :D

mengemas

arinni tergerak ati untuk kemas bilik aku yg da mcm kndng kucing tu,bile kemas terjumpe bnyk bnde lame2,f1,f2,f3,
hahah pkir2 blik lawak je smpai tu je hbng nye.
hehehhe.mungkin ade sb semua nye berlaku.arini dengan rela ati da n nekad ati aku,aku da buang bnyk bnde dri blik dan kotak bintang. bnyk sngt kngn yg telah di buang arini.mybe aku xkn nyesal sb aku da nampak,xde pon die ingt.hehehhe lupekn kelar makai bnyk gile smph2 yg aku kumpul dri mule knl die smpai arini?
terlampau bnyk,ade tee shirt bilo,ade jacket oren, ade gmbr2 ,ade surat2 lame2 hahahah.bin.. ape enth lupe da.
bile bce balik lawak plak da.time pasing so fast even i don't evn know tht he is leving me far a step farer from the realiti,hehehehhe.
pengkhianat cinta,pnt nye arini da mcm minah indon asyk kemas je.
ptg lpak ngn adik berdik angkt lar mcm biasa,afy,aus,shark,fairoz,pian,shahril,qaz hahahaha
da mcm org gile lpak kat rufaqa jerit2,hahahah mase tu ujan lebat.
blik naek moto 3org shrk bwk,sory wei terpthkn blog dpn moto hahaha moto kaw usang sngt hahahah, i hope tht we will be friends forever tanpe korg aku xmampu lakukn nye sorg.thx guys.
biarlar cinta aku xde kesudahan .hrp2 korg dpt penghujungnye. fairoz,afy,aus,qaz selamat berbahgia dengan cinta.

susah kew?

susah kew nk reply msg tu?
is't hard to do it?
hemm.u know i'm waiting for somethng from u right?
berguling2lar gak mlm tuu.
tp ape yg sy dpt?
xdepapepn. mungkin inilar kowt.
dalar,diamjelar.
die xkn phm ape yg ade kat dlm nie.
xde pe yg menarik berlaku arini.cume pg j.j ngn wan aku lar.
kite owg smpai jj pon dakol 3,
busan td ah yee dtg umh mkn nasi.
and popo bru lpas opration mata so aku kne jage die kejap.
so pg jj jln2 ngn wan,meor ngn mamak,cam gay je aku ngn meor?
teringn sngn kenal dng sorg pompuan ni,tp akrnye aku melupkan hasrat tuu.
blik lar pkol 6 awl gile xpnh2 blik awl cmni,smpai umh mama ngn abh nk pg bukit merah mls lar ikot,baik duk umah jage popo,
dlm pkol 7 tu pglar umah afy lpak2 jap nk blajar guitar skit,
thx afy sb kaw aku da dpt lg peter pan tu,ngan intro wait for you. ngah nk blajar lagu kerispatih-tapi bukan aku ngn so sick neyo,sush sial!
hahahah tp papepon thx sb ajar aku,abs mengelecek tngn aku.
mlm ni xde jugak da 2ari lpas msg tu idhntr tp xde reply,xpelar phm.
org kat sne.
dalar,lupekn je.
die xingt aku pon.

jwpn untuk awk :D

die tnye sy btol ke kite pnh bersama?
jwbpn sy ialah terdiam lbih bgos.
die tnye knpe lpasakn awk? jwbpn sy kerana i'm not the best in your heart.
ashrn,sy? mereka x berhenti berckp tntng awk arini.mendesak sy menegor awk?walaupon jrg xsmpai 1kaki tp enthlar?
mampukah sy buat demikian?
jwbpn nye x?krana sy xkn tau ape reaksi awk?mungkin awk xske.
ego sy da pon pecah krna sy lmah menceritakn semua ni pd awk?
arini mate sy xpnh lekang memndng awk smbil mnyanyi lgu kite lame2?sy dpt rasekn yg arini ari terakhir sy tngok awk,
mase awk trun tnge sye rase mcm ade sesuatu yg aku pg dri sy,sy tngok awk dri ats dan sy nmpk awk pndg juga ke ats apabila ati sy nk melambai awk,awk hilang dri pndngn sy.
hemm.ingt td hujan?
ape yg awk ingt tntng ujan ini?
entahlar ape yg berlaku pd sy sejak due menjak nie,asyk teringt kisah kite dulu2,mungkin kah ni rindu?
enthlar,sy xtaw ape perasaan awk sbnrnye skrg?
adekah kite mash kenal stu sme lain?
mereka selalu menceritakn tntng awk?
dan tnya knpe sy bersikap begitu dingn bile nmpk awk dng.......semua.
jwbpn nye ialah sb hati ni pnah menhn persaan skit tu shinga skrg die da xsde persaan itu lg die seolah2 kebas disuntik bius.walaupon sy sdy dan xske.tp itular awk.
dieorg ialah sb awk tertawa kembali,teruskn kegembiraan ni.dan jng pernah biarkn diri awk dilukai lg.
sy mengu sbnrny sesuatu dri awk smlm,tp hp tidak berbunyi walaupon da lame di pegang.awk xmuncul2,
pedagangn? hahahah.sy nk sngt awk jwb sy xphm.mungkin sy akn pndng awk dan terngnkn ia nye,sb mase tu sy tngah pndng awk dri belakang,tp tbe2 awk berdiri lalu sy berpling ke arh lain apabila ade laki yg sy kurang gemar mendekati awk,
harap di sne u will play all u can is final,
hope die ade untuk teman awk di sne.hope awk akn terus tertawa bersama die,
sb sy nmpak rata2 ade name die kini.
mungkin dielar faktor awk gembira.taniah.
sy nk sngt dngr suara awk lg,
tp...
awk phm kn..
jage diri elok2 jng smpai dikecewakn lg.
hope fifi pon ikot.jage dy untuk sy.
hemm.jika jumpe laut cmpakn rantai tu,
mungin dngn cre tu sy akn pergi lbh jauh dri awk,
maafkn sy walaupepn slh sy pd awk.
da lame sngt smpai sy da lupe sb kite jd cm ni.
harap2 senyuman itu awk akn bawa selamaya sya gembira tiap pg,
bila awk tersenyum riang sb dngn itu sy tahu yg awk da berhnti mngis dan da berjaya kuar dri kepompong awk,
sekian dri sy.
tngok smbngn eiffel i'm in love, tajuk die lost in love.
if xjumpe ngok dlm youtube.
i m watchng ur pic while i m writing this note.
i miss u alot,
no want can be u,
n for me no one will replace u.
gud luck,and take care.
i'm waiting for somethng.
gud nite dear.

ketulusan hati fitri:D

rukaian tulisan ini dimulakan dengan terima kasih.
ini khas untuk awk,memndngkn awk akn pergi jauh besok dan mungkin dlm bpe ari ni sy xboleh curi2 tngok awk lg.ini untuk awk.. <3
ketulusan ni hadir dari pd sy,muhamaad fitri bin omar setiap stu butiran yg ditulis arini kuar dri aty sy selpas hampir 8bulan menyimpan nya.

maafkn sy sebelom ape2 dimulakn,thx i know deeply in your heart u are just the same person i know from the first day i step into ur life until now u are just the same girl i know?
i know deeply in u still have a litle piece of me?
i still can figure the reason wht just hapen in our relatinship y we breaking off??

i can deny the fact that i,mata sy selalu memndng awk walaupon mungkin awk xperasaan tp mate ni xkn penah lekang dri memandng setiap gerak geri awk,tertungu sesuatu berlaku dri awk,sy menungu langkah pertama awk untuk mengucapkn sesuatu.
tetapi lpas smlm perasaan sy makin kuat?
mcm perasaan yg hilang dtg blik tnpe sb?mungkin sb pndngn rindu sy?
awk msh wujud dlm stu udara yg sy hirup kite berkongsi bermcm2 bnde terlampau bnyk sngt bnde yg kite da lalui,tp mungkin die lbih lyk dri sy.
xpi die xmungkin mengetahui awk lbh dri sy.
sy xrase yg ade org lbih tahu tntg awk selain sy.
maaf sy tetap org yg awk kenal dulu,mahkluk tuhan yg sukar bersama owg lain,sy x setabah awk walaupon cpt ade pgnti.
tp bkn sy,ia akn ambil mase tiga thun juga utuk melpsakn semua.
sy bukan lar seseorg yg sng mengungkapkn sesuatu,tp tetap org yg kentot merata2 yg awk knal,kuat mkn,kuat gelak dan seseorg ys selalu xphm awk.
pnh awk pkir knpe awk dikongkong sy?enthlar.ade sb sndiri mungkin.
sy tngu msg dri awk smlm,xtdo smpai pkol 3 tp sia2 xde pape yg berlaku,mungkin btol xkn ade bunyi kalau kite bertepok sblhtngn.terima kasih.
rindu fifi sngt2 sme mcm rindu awk.
awk sepadan ngn die,harap kekal lme.
harap die dpt jage awk baik2,n xmcm sy?
sy xpnh phm awk,dan sy penipu?
puasa thun ni,awk smbt ngn die.raye ngn die?
bkn lg sy,bkn lagi kite berbuka kat mcd.bkn lagi di situ kite tertawa,2010 nk dkt hope die akn menyanyi utok awk,hrp die lg sweet dri sy.hrap die juga sngop lakukan segala2nya tok awk.
jage dri elok2,
harap2 awk igt 1211-mkn mp,wyng,jln2 ,smbng2,sedey2,gado2,mkn2,
n hope ingtlg,keny roger,gmbr yg ade eiffel,merpati,open house.
ingt farid kamil,ingt beowolf,ingt mase awk gelak,
rindu mase kite nyanyi2,rndu mase kite tumbuk2.
awk sensetif kat tengkok,awk seorng yg kuat mkn,seseorg yg suke menulis,teh o laici pelik tp sy da ketagih semua sb awk,seseorg yg gemok sekarg,ingt mase mandi ujan,ingt mse gelak2 kat umah makcik,seorg yg sensitif,stu lg awk xske msg sngt tp sy pakse,
ingt tiap2 ari super saver tp emmmm.
kongsi2,xpnh berkira kuat tido,smngt yg kuat. seorg yg baik tp sb sy awk.........
terlampau bnyk sngt bnde yg sy nk ckp kt awk tp xberpeluang kerana hati sedih tiap2 ari bile nmpk awk bersama.......
ini sy,dan xmungkin ade yg dua.
harap awk ingt semua tntng sy,smpan fifi elok2,hidup dngn ceria,simpan rntai tu,gmbr2 kite,cerita kite.
gp,gud luck. i'm here if u neded me.
tp sy xarif tntng permainan awk sb kite dri dua dunia yg berbeza selamanya.
die lar yg terbaik,stu dunia yg sme.
semoga berbahgia..amin.

takut T.T

mimpi yg menakutkan dtg arini,aku mimpi akn kematian menjemput aku.
mcm2 yg aku nampak tentang mati td.
aku dijemput bnda misteri sbnk tiga kali,hemm.setelah sedar aku rase tkot sngt rase mcm nk mengis dan nk pelok seseorg.
perasaan yg di tingalkn oleh mimpi tu sunguh aku xnk lalui lg.
hemm.aku xnk mati lg,terdpt bnyk sngt bnde yg aku nk lakukn sblom mati,
hemm.aku da mule sdr,mungkin itu pertunjuk oleh tuhan ingin ku berubah.
hemm.mati adelar perkara yg pling aku takot dan gerun.
pnh sesekali aku terserampak dngn nya tp terselamat.
lemas di bukit merah swaktu berumur 11thun,
excident moto,form2,3, dan yg terbaru 4 yg hampir mencacatkan otak aku sblh kiri,
tidur bkn lagi kawan baik ku,
dulu aku tidur agar dpt berjumpa kamu di dlmnye.
tetapi bkn lg skrg,tidu membwa ketakutan terbaru kpda diriku.
ku ingin kamu untuk berkongsi,ku rindu kamu untuk menyanyi.
click5-hapy birthday, kekasih yg tak diangap-kertas
itu semua untuk kamu,hemm.aku xnk mati lg.
aku takut sumpah.. T.T

kepalsuan senyumanku:D

ia sesuatu kisah duka yg ku sembunyikan pd dunia,
setiap langkah dan padngn ku yg hampa terhdp dirinya,
kepuraan dan kehampaan yg terkndung dlm hati suda memberontak untuk dilpaskn,
senyuman palsu dan lakonan serta penipuan yg aku bina trlampau bnyk untuk menutup duka hati,inikah yg dikata kan kebahgian?
aku menipu diriku dngn kepuraan yg ku cipta tnpa belas kesihan kepada hidupan yg bergetar digelar hati,
x,menipu adelar jln terbaik untuk terus berda di situ melihat kamu,
kesayuan hatiku tidak dpt lg dibendung bila terlihat kamu,
ingin ku tegur tp jrk mu terlalu jauh untuk di capai,
berulang alik ku menatap wajahmu yg pernah menyakiti hati ku,
tp kemaafan telah lame wujud bg diri mu,
inilar penyesalan bg diriku,bile lihat lyng2 ku pegang disambar petir kilat,
kaca yg ku pegang erat,akhrnya pecah di tngn aku sndiri,
dan hati yg ku jaga ,pecah berderai seribu kepingan.
itulah kamu.
segalanya tertulis di sini,kekalutan mase dan berjauhan tempat,membuatkan kite lupa antra ilusi dan realiti.semuanya terbuku oleh kerana keegoan manusia terhadap perasaan nya,
aku pon slh sorg darinya.
lebih mementingkan ego dan pdngn mata ku.
biarlar kamu di situ ,aslkn ku tahu kamu bahagia.
dan ku tahu kamu masih kamu.
senyuman ku stu kepalsuan yg ku cipta untuk menyimpan duka di dalm yg sdgn memberontak untuk mencari jln keluar mncri dirimu,ibrt jauh ku berjln tp xde pengujung.
tetapi ku msh mencoba kerana dunia tiada penghujung untuk manusia trus menungu,atau pon melpaskn?:D
biarlar tawamu meberi ku segala jwbpn yg ku tngu dari diri mu,
biarlar gmbr mu menerangkn kehidupan yg kamu jlni,
dan biarkan suara mu memberi tahu ku kisah kehidupanmu.
jaga diri elok2 cinta,kerana ku xmungkin mahu dirimu disakiti lg.

penat 2ogos2009:)

awal-awal pg lagi aku dah bngun sbok memilih bju melayu untuk ke majlis perkahwinan along apeh,famili aku jd penyambut tetamu kat umah uncle.lpas je mandi aku siap pkai bju melayu berwarne hijau.lpasje siap aku agak keliru untuk memilih sampin untuk dipakai,pastu aku pon pglar bilik mama suro pilih.finaly mama ckp pkai colour yg ni,heheheh
mak ai,kalah owg nk kawin poyo je aku.mase aku ,abng yan,abg wan n abng erman dlm kete mini disko kepunyaan abng yan,kite owg nk cptlar pg umh uncle sb da lmbt ni,abng yan trus bwk laju menuju ke highway! tidak smpai je selekoh nk coner dpn wira jay tu kite owg kne thn ngn jpj ,mule2 bang yan ckp camni habislar kite man jpj ade blkng,abng yan pon berhenti lar kete.dlm ati aku hbslar.dalar tinteed,sound sistem,dvd plyer,mikerofone polis dlm kreta,lampu disko keliling kete,and gear tngn! kantoi! hbslar mini disko nie!lpas bpe minit ckp2 kite owg pon kne sman,nsb die x check dlm,kne sman sb teented je! mak ai,aku da cuak kne tolak kreta nie!cam gmpang!mapos lar kite kteowg ske aty lar kiteowng nk wtpe nk die abng aku bkn duet bapak kaw! budo! pasjetu kite owg truskn perjlanan msk je kete abng yan gelak die ckp,ni sb hng lar fitry! aik aku plak hahahahaha,smua gelak.
smpai je sne kiteowg trus mkn dulu sb lpas tu kne keje jd flower boy,adui sdey je.
hahah xpi xpe rmai adek brdik ad kt situ,heheh.kerja2 smpai lar ptg nk pkol 4 rehat jap,dato ali smpai kite owg slm2 die,nk dkt berjam2lar gak,tngok da pkol 5,30 bang yan ajk blik.elok lar gak kau da berlngas2ni ngn smpin senget nye! adui!
hahah kami dpt curi bnyk cekelat fererero rocher adelar dlm 60biji hahahah! ganas!

smpai je rumh aku cdng nk tulis blog tp internet cam gmpang!
mama pon blik die ckp siap cpt tman mama pg sua rasa adui hahaha,
sentel je,smpai je sne wah!! rmai sial owg.abh parking dpn parkson.hhehheeh bjet btol nk vip lar konon abe11 nie.
hahahah kite owg jln2,jln.pastu ank sdare aku sorng ni,pompuand die duk gado pakcik blikan lar balon aku pon pglar cri balon,da smpai aku tnye kkk nk yg mane.die jwb kkk nk yg pink tuu yg helo kitty hahah,bli je lar maklumlar bdak 5taun,trbng rm4 aku.heheh
xpelar bdak2.
lpasje tuu kite owg ge mkn cha keo teow ngn lamb chop wah sedap sial,mama2ku sibuk pilih baju aku da xtaw nk wtpe ashik tersepit je tngh2 dioerg adeke tnye aku bju kurung tu mane cantik?beron je aku.hahaha
aku pon pau abh rm10 nk bli sliper bru hahahahh cantik gak!
tpat pkol 10 kitowg pon blik,penat dah xtaw nk wtpe so aku tulis lar blog nie,
arini aku nampak sorg girl ni sweet sngt,aku trus teringt kat seseorg?
sumpah rindu die,
i wish that in her heart she also fell what i fell about her now,
i just can hide the fellings of missing somone so deeply,i mis her :D
dalar semua nye da xde,lupekan je hhehehhe

sing with me :D

this song remaind me of someone i know :D
i hope u love it too,
TRY,TRY,TRY-JASON MRAZ

T-R-Y
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react
sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses
i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies
if we just try try tryjust to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way
Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons whyWe should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyesif we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe
We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
if we could try, just to be nice
hat could be so beautiful to me
I believe,Oh that could be so beautiful to me



imisssomeone damn much:(